Author: BrilliantFish5720

So, let me start off by saying that my New Years Eve was nothing I could ever have anticipated. It was beyond imagination. I’m here telling this story simply because I cannot contain myself about it for even a moment, even months later, and I basically *need* to chat to someone about it who will freak out with me because, well, you’ll see…

I’m an incredibly shy, nerdy guy, and I’m not the most social or outgoing person you’ve ever met. I still live at home with my parents, and spend most of my days indoors playing video games. For a lot of my life, I did not have a close group of friends.

Shortly after high school, I did make some friends though. They were a very close group of friends of guys and girls, who had been friends all throughout their high school years, and I was very much a new addition, which made me very self-conscious, but they felt sorry for me not having any friends, and were kind enough to fully integrate me into their group. Read more »

Imagine this.

Imagine that you’re part of a friend group, a very close friend group, of two guys and three girls. Now imagine you’ve been close friends for maybe 15 years, since early high school, and imagine that this is just an incredibly normal, though somewhat nerdy and academically successful, group of friends.

Imagine that you’re the shyest, nerdiest guy in the group, and naturally, you’ve grown up maybe fantasizing about any – or all – of the three girls in the group on and off over a long period of friendship. That would be natural, right?

Now imagine there’s a fourth girl, who isn’t a part of the main group, but is very close friends with a few of you from the group, and very familiar with it. She occasionally joins you and hangs out as well.

Now imagine you’ve come to be in your late 20s, and you still haven’t had any sexual experience in your life. Every week, you still hang out with your close group of friends, get together and chat, maybe watch something, pretty consistently, every week. Read more »