I 20F let a 26M use me like a complete whore when I was 18. I know it was wrong and I shouldn’t miss it but I can’t stop fantasizing about it.He treated me like an object and I think about it every day. I miss being an obedient whore some days. It was euphoric and I felt so desired. I still have the bracelet you gave me and I hope you see this one day. I just want to feel like a flesh light again. The mix between softness and pure dominance. Is this normal? I’ve never experienced anything like it. Why do I miss it so much?