For reference I’m an atheist who hasn’t told his family. In my church I work the projector behind a wall and no one can see me. When I jack off you put a soft blanket on my cock and fuck myself and at the church they have blankets that are perfect for it. So one day during worship I realized it was real loud and I had a boner so I unzipped my pants and started jacking off while I worked the projector. I eventually busted and now I do it all the time. It gives me a rush.