[M]y first college party hook up ruined me for vanilla sex (MF)

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First post, sorry for formatting errors or just overall shittyness but hope y’all like it.

For my Freshman year of college I really didn’t hook up with girls too frequently, not for lack of trying, but for the most part I just didn’t have a lot of confidence and had a hard time “sealing the deal” compared to my room mate who had no problems bringing girls over all the time. It wasn’t until I had moved out of the dorms and into a little house my sophmore year that I finally gained some confidence and started having more frequent action with girls but I still always thought that party hook ups were sloppy and stupid which resulted in me never really trying to do anything other than be a wingman for my buddies at any party we would go to.

Being a member at the biggest fraternity at my school there was some huge party coming up that I wasn’t particularly excited about but agreed to go and hang out for a little bit if for no other reason to say hi to some of the other guys. Once I got there though I immediately noticed this cute girl in one of my buddies rooms where they were drinking with a few other people. Madi was about 5’4 and couldn’t have weighed more than 100lbs soaking wet with long dark brown hair and bright blue eyes.