[MM] My deep dark secret

Been wanting to write another story since my last post, but couldn’t quite decide what to write bout till now. Decided I’ll share this story that’s only been told to a handful of close friends, and possibly played a big part in shaping who I am so…here goes.

Content warning though: this contains abuse, so if you’re uncomfortable with it, I’m sorry! Also, this doesn’t belong here please let me know :)

We used to live in an apartment building back in my high school days, and there was this convenience store right there on the ground floor. Being a teenager, I tend to drop by after school every day to pick up snacks and/or energy drinks, as well as picking up whatever necessities the family needed. Before long, my family and I got to know the middle aged owners quite well.

I remember that one afternoon I popped by to pick up some sustenance, and was greeted chirpily by the male owner I’ll call K, from behind the counter. I was the only customer in there, so we had a quick small talk, which ended with him remarking that I “looked stressed from school”, and offered me a massage. That kind of weirded me out, so I politely declined and told him I’ll just pay and get back to my homework.

[MF] Always knew sleeping with a friend’s a bad idea [First post]

Hey all, been lurking here for awhile, but thought today’s a good day to start sharing instead! First post, so please be kind with your comments :D

So it all started like 10-ish years ago, where I started following this sex blog of K’s. She had a lot of opinions that I shared, especially around relationships and cheating/sex. I found out she was local as well, so I started emailing her. We became good friends, had long chats on MSN for hours (during work), and started meeting for lunches because it turned out our offices were 10 mins away. We were both attached then, which meant that we very rarely meant outside work.

It was, purely platonic then, we could tell each other everything and there was no judgement. Who we were sleeping with other than our partners, who we wanted to sleep with, how our rendezvous with other people went, nothing was out of bounds.

This went on for years, while we were still dating our then partners. We drifted apart for a bit, when she got married, but still made a point to meet up occasionally for lunch and catch up. Guess growing older (and more sensible) meant we had less to share, since we stopped being stupid and doing crazy things. And then I had to move overseas for work, so catching up outside work was no longer an option.