To gain things with the help of my body [F]

I did it back in college, where I let a teacher fuck me just to pass the class and I didn’t enjoy it… yes maybe I got wet or so because it was still a dick fucking me but I hated the man and I was so un attracted to him but back then it felt like my only chance to pass..

But doing it, and using my body to gain benefits kinda started a trend in my life that I don’t really enjoy … like whenever I had issues with someone or needed to gain something I would think back at how easy it was when I let him use me … and I would give in a take the easy route of letting someone use me for benefits …

I did it with few teachers , I tried it in a lot of job opportunities or any promotion or in cases where It could help me escape trouble or so…

Whenever I felt like the man in front of me can be persuaded by me letting him use me .. that I can gain something or it can be alot easier if I let him… I just do it