I imagine that it began in college. The warmth that I felt within was physically addictive. My ex boyfriend wanted to hook up with me and a male friend of his after I got wasted at a party one night. I was inebriated and depressed. I was sucking his friend’s cock while my ex-boyfriend was fucking me after they both played around with me for a while. I gave him a look when he claimed he was going to cum, and he understood it to mean “fill me up.” So he did. I agreed to let his friend fuck me when he requested, and I also let him cum inside of me. My ex boyfriend was upset, but I didn’t care because it felt wonderful.
At this point, I still want more… I no longer take birth control, but I still use an app to track my cycle, and everything is now well. Any time I’m not fertile, I ask my partner to cum inside me. When I’m fertile and he can get on my tits or in my mouth, I believe he’s happy.