(M)y first ti(m)e with a guy…probably(?)

I was 27 and just got out of a long term relationship. Up to that point I’d dated sparsely and monogamously for long stretches of time. It was a rough break up, but at the same time I was totally free for the first time in forever. First on my checklist of stuff I’d been wanting to do was try experimenting with men.

I was horny in a Target parking lot, sitting in my car looking at the M4M casual encounters section of Craigslist. There was a posting for a glory hole. The thought of a total stranger blowing me off with no reciprocating and not even being able to see them turns me on. Maybe it’s the danger. I messaged them. They messaged back right away. I had their address. My heart was pounding. I raced over there right away.