Fiancée doesn’t know [M]y secrets [true] [long]

Hey Reddit I’m a 23 year old engaged male. Been with my s.o. For 3 years and engaged for the past year. I’ve known her for about 6 years and I love her with all my heart. She is great in every way I just have an extremely active sex drive and I am very open minded. She is a bit more vanilla and scheduled in the bedroom. I am into a lot of things (I.e. Gay , lesbian, trans, cds, bi, femdom, just to name a few) I will watch porn when I feel the urge and she never knows. Recently I have been doing what I can to find a physical way to fill that urge. Don’t get me wrong the sex with her is great just not often. She said she would be open to try things with another girl but she can’t find one that she “likes” so to speak. Personally I think she doesn’t really wanna try it. But that’s not why I am here. On occasion a “friend” of mine will come over and when she trots off to go to sleep I’ll hang out with my friend. Every time is different than the last. Either he will just start sucking my cock right away or he will pull his out and play with it till I start sucking him. We have done this for years even before she and I started dating. His mouth feels wonderful as it wraps around my hard dick. He performs like a champ. Deepthroating me before moving to my balls and taint as he strokes my shaft. He can damn near make me cum in 5 minutes. I love his hot wet mouth. And he loves mine. His cock while a bit shorter than mine is so thick. I’ve taken the curved rod down my throats countless times and licked his balls while his head throbbed on my tonsils. It was fun at first then it became even better. I sucked him to climax one day within minutes and I swallowed every drop. I felt like such a whore and I loved it. I went to the bathroom while he cleaned himself and spit on my hand. I lathered my middle finger up with it and pressed it into my virgin asshole while I jerked myself. When I came I ate every drop of it off of my hand. I’ve came on his cock and sucked my seed right off of it till he came for me. He has taken my load on his chest, his face and down his throats as well. One time I got him to slide it up and down my asscrack till he exploded and I let his warm sperm drop down onto my hole while I knelt by him and came on his spent cock. Fucking has never crossed our minds and that is fine by me. I’m happy fucking his face or frotting.