[F] my ex sends me videos of him fucking girls and I get off on it

So I’ve posted before about how my ex has sent me a video of getting a blowjob and how much I got off on it. We’re still super turned on by this and for a while everytime he was fucking a girl he’d send me an audio recording or a small video of it and tell me to send him nudes, which I would gladly do even if I was at work or out with friends.

One time I was at a house party and he messaged me. Told me to send him something immediately so I went to the bathroom and sent him a nude. He would then send me an audio recording of her moans and I can hear his dick slamming into her and I’d get fuckin soaked immediately. Then I’d send him videos of me fingering myself on the bathroom floor of my friend’s house. I fucking love it.

It’s a pretty fucked up situation and pretty toxic tbh but I just can’t help it ?

I[F] fucked my best friend [M] because my ex[M] told me to

So since the last time I posted a story of my ex sending me an audio of him fucking another girl we haven’t been in touch until last night.

I was drinking with some of my friends last night (not much else to do on a Monday night where everywhere is closed by 10 pm) around midnight when my ex sends me a text saying he’s fucking someone, just to let me know. My body gets all hot again. He tells me to send him a nude so I excuse myself to the bathroom and send him a couple of photos of myself as I tell him I’ve been drinking and I ask him if it’s a different girl than last time. He won’t tell me but he tells me to fuck someone tonight, and if I get laid tonight he’ll fuck me on the weekend. That’s all I needed to hear to get myself to find someone to fuck even though I haven’t been able to fuck anyone since him.

I [F] masturbated to the sound of my ex [M] fucking an another girl

Context :

My ex and I broke up a year ago and we have a complicated history and relationship. We both love each other so much but very unable to be together, as it is so unhealthy however when it comes to sex we can’t get enough of each other.

We weren’t in contact for half a year then last fall we started secretly having hook ups every once in a while and there’s just something about him that I feel like I can just share all my fetishes and turn ons that I’ve never shared with anyone else before. When we used to hook up I’d ask him about the girls he fucked when we were separated and he’d tell me how he fucked them.

A fantasy of mine is him recording while fucking another girl and then coming to me after to show and tell. And so tonight suddenly out of nowhere he sent me a video of his dick, and someone blowing it. I watched it immediately then when I finished he unsent it (instagram).