How a Tragic Accident turned me into a Whore [MF]

+ Hi all. I previously posted this in another SubReddit, but I thought I would share it with you today.
+ TLDR summary below.
+ Picture link below.

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**Background:**

My husband and I were supposed to have the perfect life together. We had met through a mutual friend, and quickly fell madly in love with one another. We understood and trusted each other completely. It sounds cheesy, but we were best friends and soulmates. He loved basketball and got me to play some hoops. We eventually got engaged, and then married. Our wedding was so beautiful, our family and friends were all gathered to celebrate what was supposed to be a lasting marriage.

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Then the accident happened, and everything fell apart after that. It was only a few weeks after our honeymoon and we were at his work sponsored event. Through a combination of his company’s negligence, mistakes, and poor judgement my husband was tragically killed in an accident. It was a shock for everybody at the event and company, and could have easily been prevented with better choices. Needless to say, I was devastated. Only after a month after getting married, I had to bury him, saying goodbye to my soulmate and our lives together.
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How a Tragic Accident turned me into a Whore [MF]

+ Hi all.  I originally posted my story on /r/stupidslutsclub. But it was suggested that I post here as well.    

+ TLDR summary below.  If you’re interested in the full story, then it can be [found here](https://www.reddit.com/r/stupidslutsclub/comments/94rplg/how_a_tragic_accident_turned_me_into_a_whore_ama/)    

+ On that link, I’ve included a picture.  I get it, Reddit works on pictures.    

+ I’m also hosting an AMA on that link.  It’s easier to do an AMA on one thread.

  

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**TLDR Summary:**    

+ Found the perfect man, fell in love, got married, lost him in a tragic accident.  Moved to run away from the pain, became depressed.    

+ Random guy picks me up.  I lie and say I’m a married swinger to avoid my sob story.  I get fucked while roleplaying my husband is still alive.  I irrationally hope he’ll approve or magically come back to me.    

+ I roleplay to find relief from my grief.  I secretly hope to get my brains fucked out so I can just escape for a night.    

    

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