Chapter 2: First Encounters, Continued [MM]

Chapter 1 of this story can be found [here](https://www.reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/uo2kcz/chapter_1_first_encounters_mm/). It’s a long intro, but sets up a lot of stuff that may give insight into why my reactions to certain situations in this story are the way they are.

This second part of the story begins as all good stories should; me lying naked on a sofabed in a strangers living room, covered in my own cum.

Odd time to be reflective, but I wasn’t really doing much else as Rick nipped off to fetch some tissues and possibly a mop. The lights were still off and the only illumination in the room was the TV. I think it was the Big Brother live feed. I looked down at myself and noticed the way that my jizz reflected the bluish light. I may have been in slight shock (or more likely still a bit drunk), because I was mesmerized by it. There was SO MUCH of it. Also my cock (which is circumcised, don’t think I mentioned that previously) was still covered in lube, and was also shining like the most inappropriate lightsaber ever to exist. I was also still quite hard. It’s always been the case with me (and still is to this day) that I don’t ‘deflate’ very quickly after orgasm.

Chapter 1: First Encounters [MM]

I want to write my full story. And it’ll likely be quite long, despite the fact that it really only takes place over about 3 years, from 18 to 21 years old. I want to write it because I enjoy writing, but also because I don’t see much of this kind narrative in erotic writing on here. Most of the bisexual stuff I see around is usually completely focused on the physical action, and why shouldn’t it be? That’s why we’re here, isn’t it? A little smut to pass the time. But I want to see if I can convey how enormously confusing it was for me; an introverted, pretty maladjusted ‘adult’ who, due to what I now recognise as some mild neurodivergence plus the introduction of weed at an early age, didn’t know shit about social interactions. Plus had a warped dependence on sex and what I though was ‘love’ at the time. I was a broken mess at the start of this story, and I want to try and take you along with me as I discovered my sexual identity and went from introverted goth to borderline alcoholic horndog who would stick his dick in whoever was willing to receive it, to a mostly functioning, settled, loving partner.

[M]y [F]irst time with a girl

This is the story of the first time I had sex with a girl. I had had sex with a few guys before this and had been sexually active with my best friend since we where 14, but it wasn’t until I was 18 that I lost my ‘straight virginity’. It’s long with a bit of pre-amble, so if you want to skip straight to the smut please jump to the ******

I had been going out with Zoe for about a month. She knew about my bisexuality and was fine with it, she also knew that I had never been with a girl before as well. We’d had some hot and heavy make-out sessions before, she had felt my cock through my trousers and I had felt her boobs through her t-shirt but we hadn’t gone any further than that.