10 Year Reunion: Cheerleader in the Locker Room [FM]

Last year was our 10 year high school reunion. Despite moving back to our hometown to take jobs at my dad’s company, this would be the first time in years we had seen these people. Some by choice, some by accident. Either way, it was kind of exciting.

Steven had been out of town at one of the company’s distribution centers; he would come later straight from the airport. I understand as little about his job as he does about mine in finance so I still don’t quite know what he was doing. I did know, however, after a week away just how I’d welcome him home. The reunion provided the perfect opportunity.

Even 10 years later, walking through the halls of the school reconnected me with the innocent head cheerleader that once roamed them. At 28, I could do what I wish she could have then. All I had to do was put up with small talk until Steven arrived.

Unfortunately, Ben was there. I had cut him off that day 7 years before, but because we weren’t friends on social media and I came alone, he immediately decided I must be single. He had also just recently gotten out of jail for sexual assault, shocker. He commanded all my attention and I couldn’t break from his advances until I felt a familiar hand around my waist.

Our [F]irst Apart[M]ent

Over the years, I’ve gotten used to the looks and comments when we’re together. I get that the tiny, big breasted girl with your average guy isn’t the norm. And, frankly, it can turn me on sometimes when I hear people trying to guess how he got me. Especially as I was a late bloomer and my breast growth continued into my 20s.

Steven was always cute/handsome, but when he started losing his hair and starting shaving his head and grew a beard, he looked even better. But he retained that average guy look enough that people still didn’t get how we were together.

Case and point was right after moving into our first apartment. Ok, well, we did live in an apartment senior year, but this was the first that was just us. We were new grad students, both working as TAs as well. Steven was on campus that day and I was home alone on our deck when I heard the guys downstairs talking.

“Bro, did you see the chick upstairs?!”

“Dude. Solid 10. And that rack…”

“But did you see the dude with her? You think that’s her man?”

Wren’s Virginity Part II: The Fallout from the Bullies [FM]

It was the start of summer 2013 and the first time the whole group had been together since school began last fall. As had often been the case in the past, we gathered at Ben’s for a pool party. His older brother who just graduated bought beer and liquor for his “baby brother” because “what else is there to do in a small town?”

I was curious to see how, if at all, the old group had changed. New places, new faces…surely their outlook and demeanor would have changed. Right? Well, apparently teen movies are more accurate than you’d hope and most of them hadn’t progressed past high school. I was never down with these comments, but sadly only four others had changed being away. We shared looks of discomfort and disgust as they ripped on the “queers and weirdos.”

Especially Ben. He and his brother were spoiled. The only time he didn’t get what he wanted was me, and that’s mostly because I saw no redeeming qualities in him. Plus, he was the lead when it came to bullying and the most obsessed with my virginity.

Wren’s Virginity: Bullied Guy Gets the Popular Girl [FM]

Lately I’ve been reading the stories posted by u/Flimsy-Pear-7212 and it often gets me reflective of my own Steven, so I thought I would share a story of my own. I hope the back story isn’t too much and I hope y’all enjoy!

My name is Corrine, Wren for short to those closest to me. I was always the popular girl in high school. Cheerleader, Ballet Dancer, Prom Queen, and Valedictorian. I was in the popular crowd, but mostly by association rather than choice. But typical high school anxieties and needing acceptance kind of made me stay. It’s not that I didn’t like the people, but I didn’t like some of the things they did.

You see, my parents were self-made and lucked out in life, but taught me to be humble. I was a “miracle baby,” and though I had access to anything I ever wanted, I had to work for it. Additionally, I was raised in the church and while my family is open-minded, I held firm to saving myself for marriage.