Way back in 1980/81 I was absolutely in lust with my friend’s mom. I would stop by every day and we would talk for hours. I had an incredible crush on her but nothing ever happened. I was only about 15 at the time and never took any initiative. I look back at a couple of things that happened now and wonder what would have happened if I had? One thing was, we were playing with water guns, squirting each other. She squirted me and ran down the hall to the bedroom to get away, knowing I would chase her, which I did. She slammed the door but I pushed it open and we started wrestling as I tried to take the water gun away from her. Just then, her kid started calling her so that ended that..:( Another, She always wore short shorts. Another time I stopped by, she had short shorts on and I noticed that on both sides of her crotch that she had pubic hair hanging out of her shorts in plain view. Remember this was the time of the big bush. I always wondered if she did it on purpose. The final one is the best. I had stopped by and she was in the kitchen cooking. She called me to come in there. I did and she walks up and gives me a gentle kiss on the lips.She then instructed me to go into the other room to watch tv. Nothing else happened. She has passed away now but I still have a thing for her. If I had of taken an initiative do any of you think I would have had a chance with her or am I blowing it out of proportion?