I apologize for my shitload of extra background information. You can just skip to the [THE ONE NIGHT STAND] part if you’re not interested in the rest.
[BACKGROUND INFORMATION]
I have never been the person to even consider a one night stand. Sex without feelings always seemed so…useless and scary to me. I don’t have a lot of experience and even though I did engage in sexual play before, the penetration part has always been super scary to me and I have failed that with my previous boyfriends..
I am just…kinda small. Kinda tight.
So most of the times it would hurt so much that I’d asked my boyfriend to stop. But we were in a very loving relationship and he would always consider how I felt and stop if needed. With a stranger, I wouldn’t know if we could have that bond and trust.
[CURRENT SITUATION]
So I am traveling alone in Korea and I have been using tinder to meet some nice people to language/culture exchange with and have dinner. I didn’t really have sex in mind, and yeah, I guess it’s not the best place to find a non-sexual relationship. But ok.