[MF] I (mid-30s F) am on the path to taking a 18yo(I checked) HS students virginity. We messed around yesterday

So I am a single mom, mid-30s doing my thing. Life is comfortable for me nowadays if not a bit boring, my main stress is shared parenting, but for simply logistic reasons. My past is checkered with more exciting times I both miss and deeply regret. I work from home nowadays and probably my new normal. Anyways, recently I have grown an attraction to younger guys for various reasons. Not even in the sense of young and in shape can, go all night but more young, inexperienced and possibly a virgin. So, I’ve been on tinder a lot lately, so much that my thumb was sore from swiping left until I just got gold and damn is it worth it. Soo many left swipes, some maybes that fizzled out, and a couple of “ok lets talk some more.”

[FM] The time I paid to give a blowjob

The title may be a little dramatic but is also completely true, in a way. In hindsight I don’t regret it because I came out of it still a sane lady and while I enjoyed the risque it wasn’t my most commendable time of my life for reasons. And there may not be enough nitty gritty here for you guys to enjoy my NSFW story IDK.

A little backstory, I was timid as a young girl. Always on the smaller side, stature and otherwise, but as I grew I slowly grew out of my shell. First, a waitress for some time which led me to bar tending. I started dating my ex husband and with his blessing(zero pressure my idea) I got small implants and years later upgraded again. A short stint at a booby restaurant(think hooters but not) led me to bar tending at a strip club and eventually fell to the much deeper tips of providing more service.