Tw: sex work, depression, body image issues – are those triggers? I dunno
I mostly want to chronicle this for my own sake, but if other people find it interesting that’s cool too. Go to the ***** if you want to get to the interesting sexy part. This first part will just be me setting the table by talking about my past.
I recently turned forty, but I’ve had fewer sexual partners in my life than many teenagers. I spent many earlier years of my life lonely and depressed, suffering from body image issues related to being a lot smaller in stature than most males my age. My first sexual experience wasn’t until I was 25 and it was with a sex worker. I’m not ashamed of that, I’m glad I did it. I appreciate what sex workers do and thank them for making a guy like me feel good, even if it’s temporary and not necessarily “real”.