My [F]27 Office affair with Colleague [M] 29 led to marriage

I work at a IT firm since 3 years. i had huge crush on one of my co worker but i never confessed to him about it. we got along great, had many common interests, i got into relationships with someone else as i thought the coworker guy never had interest in me more than friends!

there was an office event and we had to go on client site for training stuff, we were staying at hotel outside of the city. one night we were working late in his room and decided to watch “IT” movie. i was terrified to see the movie so i sat close to him(also using the opportunity to get close to him) after we finished the movie, i was still terrified to sleep alone in my room, so he suggested its okay if i sleep with him, sharing bed. again i took advantage of situation and we ended up cuddling whole night.
he made me relax by caressing my body softly. nothing we did that night was sexual. next day we repeated the same. all this closness brought back my feelings towards him and i lost my control! on the last day i asked him to kiss me, and we made out a little, but he stopped right away thinking about my relationship.