How I took my voyeurism too far and fucked my best friend’s brother [FM]

As long as I can remember I was a hardcore voyeur. I would peek in on anybody and stare way too long. I was raised in two different households, my mom and dad’s, both had new spouses. My mom was extremely open with sexuality and nudism and my dad was way more closed off and his new wife was even worse and basically turned them into evangelicals.

So, I had a taste of voyeurism at an early age, but also heavily shamed for any kind of nudity. If I came out of the shower and was drying off in my room at my dad’s and his wife or he saw me not dressed, they’d snap at me.

Anyways, I used to go to a sleep away camp with my best friend Annie and her brother who was a counselor there. It was that classical camp you see in old movies but it was more art themed, we did a lot of painting and photography – they had a great darkroom and we got school credit there. It was a chill fun camp.

A Sunday dare from my husband [FM]

We were sitting around the house, my sister was over and we were all just drinking wine and talking after dinner. My husband, Brian, was clearing the table and poured us some more wine. He handed me a strip of paper that said, “I dare you to go for a walk with me.” I looked at him a little sideways, not sure what he meant and he walked towards the bedroom.

I got up to follow him and my sister Maddie, said, “Are you guys gonna go fuck?”

“Yes, totally,” I said back in a joking tone. She kept looking at her phone.

In the bedroom Brian greeted me with a kiss. He handed me his hoody and said, “just this.”

“Oh yeah?” he was much taller than me and the hoody was a ridiculous XXL he got for free at some event, so it would hang almost to my mid thighs. I took my shirt off and unsnapped my bra. I pulled it on and it more than covered the running shorts I was wearing, so I slipped them off. I zipped the hoody back up and brought the zipper to my neck, successfully covering my nakedness underneath.

I watched a femdom video and took it out on my husband [FM]

People have been sending videos to my kik randomly and one that a guy sent me at like 9pm last night of a fem dom hand job video was crazy and I didn’t realize that was even a genre. I knew there was the CBT thing and just dom woman and pegging, but I’d never seen these long edging jerk off videos before. So, the one I was sent turned into about 15 in a row that I watched while my husband ran to target to pick up some formula.

Something about the cute girls, the guys dicks just begging to cum, the whole thing was intensely erotic and fun. I’m not a super dominant person, in fact I’d say I’m more sub than anything, but I love exploring the new things. So, while my husband was out I set up these under the mattress restraints we have had sitting in the closet for a year and put some lube by the table and I set up a trap. I took off my sleep shirt and put on a sheer bra and thong.

Coachella camping, Night Two [Group]

The weirdest part about camping at Coachella is the shower situation. It always has a crazy long line, the people are rude and shoving to get into the stalls, and the water pressure sucks. Harper and I stood in line, we went the second we woke up, knowing this would happen, and the lines were full of hung over people complaining. We wore our bikinis there to minimize the amount we had to drag back and forth so we could get out faster.

We showered and headed back to the site. Cam and Brian were sitting in our lawn chairs passing a pot stick back and forth and drinking warm cans of beer. It was way too early for that nonsense, so I laid down in the shad with Harper and we looked at the instagram tag for Coachella seeing if we recognized anyone.

We kind of casually avoided talking about hooking up in the tent the night before when we were rolling balls, and I left it alone. We planned out the shows we’d see that evening and guzzled water in anticipation of rolling a second day in a row.

Threesome with my married coworker [FMF]

My last summer before college I got a job at a sporting goods store where I smiled a lot and sold people treadmills they’d never use. It was kind of chill and I got commission on the stuff I sold on top of base pay, so I did okay money wise for a summer job.

My favorite part of the job was my manager, Chase. He was this super clean cut guy who had just got back from the military and was in amazing shape. He was well over six foot and pretty solid muscular-wise. He kept his close shaved military haircut but had started adding tattoos to his arms and legs and drove a really old motorcycle. He was all kinds of sexy to stupid, young me. But, he was married and more than ten years older.

Back then I was very tomboy, almost painfully tomboy. I had very short hair and wore a lot of jeans and t-shirts that weren’t super flattering and I spent all of my time with guys. This was also the summer my uncle died, who had basically raised me since my dad died when I was little, so I was kind of out of control drinking a lot and doing a ton of drugs.

Massage therapists in Iceland are very friendly [F]

Way too early in the year when we didn’t realize the entire country would be closed for business, we booked some cheap ass tickets to Iceland. The plan was to land, get our rental camper and travel the ring for seven days freezing our asses off, taking a million pictures, tons of hiking, climbing, and scrambling around on the glaciers. Then we would come back to Reykjavik for tons of pampering and spa days and cuddle sex under fur blankets. It was a flawless plan.

We landed in early March, and literally like ten businesses were open and it was goddamn freezing. Which, I’d left it to my husband to do all the research, so nothing really got done. Luckily the amazing hotel we stayed at was open, but pretty damn empty. Hence the insanely cheap rates. We picked up our camper at the airport which was so, so small compared to LAX and took off. It was a few hours of driving through what looked like an apocalyptic landscape with no one else on the road before we hit the first sign of life, a small village called Hveragerði. We stumbled around in the frozen ground looking at half frozen streams and locals stuffed into parkas and we started to really worry about the trip.

We fucked in front of my boyfriend’s boss, the pervert [FM]

My first year out of college I was dating this guy, Jackson, who I was pretty convinced was going to be my husband at the time. We had amazing chemistry and he was just a genuine guy and we had the same life goals in a lot of ways – it was all of that stupid right after college love. I could tell it was stupid because we were dating for like a month and he kept telling me he wanted to propose to me. I was also his first real girlfriend.

He sold classic cars at this custom dealership and made decent money, he also flipped cars and motorcycles which in LA is pretty lucrative. His boss was this mid-50s dude with long hair and always wore a leather jacket and rode an old Harley. He was always a nice enough guy, but anytime I hung out there, he’d hit on me in a gross way and I’d never say anything because it would probably piss Jackson off to no end – probably enough he’d quit. He was super possessive in weird ways like he wouldn’t mind me wearing a sexy outfit to a club and get ogled, but if a guy said something to me he’d freak out.

How I found out I was a voyeur [F]

I’d always watched porn, but I only really liked the more amateur type of stuff that looks like it is really happening. But, growing up I was always trying to spy on people. It started with peaking at my mom and stepdad changing or listening through the wall when they have sex. At the time I just assumed that is what people do and I asked my closest friends and they were like, yeah, sex is fun to watch. So, I just kept doing it.

I remember my family was on vacation and we were staying at this cheap motel on the beach and all the rooms had big open windows with these lacy curtains and you could see into them unless you pulled the big shades. Leaving the vending machine I saw a man had this woman bent over the edge of the bed and he was fucking her from behind.

They were so visible from where I was I was in awe. I was always taught sex is a behind-closed-doors type of activity even though nudity was pretty common at home. But here was this couple, zero fucks, going at it with their windows wide open and not being quiet about it.

Ambushing my husband at the door [FM]

I decided to ambush my husband when he got home. That morning we’d had some pretty amazing sex right before he’d left for work and it was on my mind all day. Then, to top it off he was texting me from work all day and it was just keeping me worked up. I was probably ovulating or something like that because I masturbated twice and still couldn’t stop thinking about him.

I texted him and told him to give me a ten minute heads up when he’d be here and I set everything up. Then I took a quick shower and put on one of his favorite outfits. It was one of those slutty schoolgirl outfits from a halloween store. I had bought it thinking it could be a halloween thing but when it showed up, there was no way. It was a super tiny skirt, more like a glorified belt, that covered about half of my ass. The top was basically a white bandanna that tied in the front and there was this little choker thing that had a tie clipped to it. His favorite part was the white knee highs though. He was definitely a stockings and thigh high guy, which was kind of sad because I really never wore them unless he asks me to.

The first time I squirted [FM]

There’s a lot of controversy around squirting, what it is, how it happens, all of that. I don’t really know much about any of that because it’s only happened to me a few times, and it’s usually a massive surprise. I can sort of make it happen now, but it takes A LOT of effort. Now there has to be this perfect storm of clitoral stimulation, g-spot stimulation, and anal stimulation for it to happen. The last time I squirted my husband had me on my hands and knees and I was using a vibrator on my clit, I had a large butt plug in and he was fucking me from behind really hard and it just happened – a total surprise, but I think that’s how I can make it work if I want to. I don’t know, my body is a fucking mystery to me sometimes.

Anyways, here’s wonder wall.