(hey all. This is a new series and will be a lot less kinky than previous pieces. Expect some feel good stuff rather than dirty and kinky)
There was something I noticed on our first date, long before you took me home. Something I realised when our interactions were still polite, when I wasn’t sure what I thought of you, what I wanted, or what you could give me.
My observation wasn’t of you, but of myself.
A long dating resume had taught me what incidental touch does on a date, what loaded meaning a stroke of the arm, a bumping of knees, a playful poke can carry. A woman’s wordless message of “It’s okay. I want this. Touch me back. “
But on this occasion, it wasn’t a message I had set out to send. It wasn’t a thought that crossed my mind. I was busy trying to work you out with more evolved parts of my brain. So why was my skin being drawn to yours? Once, twice, thrice. I chastised myself every time. *don’t lead him on. What are you doing? You don’t even like him*