Author: Ayasenpaiii

Back in the days , I was very nerdy, unpopular and kind of weird.. plus I wasn’t the most attractive.

I only had one friend which was my roommate, and I had a nerdy BF who was a virgin like me. We dated and he used to come to my place often to sleep.

My roommate was a bit more attractive, but they both were my only friends …

That once, when we were sleeping, he moved and went to her and they had sex.. but I just pretended to be asleep because I didn’t wanna loose any of my two friends…

It was happening very often and it was so weird because like my roommate could get alot hotter men but she kept fucking him everynight, and they both seemed to have so much fun idk, I never expected someone like him to cheat so blatantly..

I was jealous as fuck and I hated it like my mind hated it .. but it was so weird because some nights , my body would react positively to the sound of them fucking which I never understood back then and sometimes I gave in … but yea that’s my story without much details , I was young and dumb and inexperienced..

Back in the days , I was very nerdy, unpopular and kind of weird.. plus I wasn’t the most attractive.

I only had one friend which was my roommate, and I had a nerdy BF who was a virgin like me. We dated and he used to come to my place often to sleep.

My roommate was a bit more attractive, but they both were my only friends …

That once, when we were sleeping, he moved and went to her and they had sex.. but I just pretended to be asleep because I didn’t wanna loose any of my two friends…

It was happening very often and it was so weird because like my roommate could get alot hotter men but she kept fucking him everynight, and they both seemed to have so much fun idk, I never expected someone like him to cheat so blatantly..

I was jealous as fuck and I hated it like my mind hated it .. but it was so weird because some nights , my body would react positively to the sound of them fucking which I never understood back then and sometimes I gave in … but yea that’s my story without much details , I was young and dumb and inexperienced..

I did it back in school, and I didn’t enjoy it… yes maybe I got wet or so because it was still a dick fucking me but I hated the man and I was so un attracted to him but back then it felt like my only chance to pass..

But doing it, and using my body to gain benefits kinda started a trend in my life that I don’t really enjoy … like whenever I had issues with someone or needed to gain something I would think back at how easy it was when I let him use me … and I would give in a take the easy route of letting someone use me for benefits …

I did it with few teachers , I tried it in a lot of job opportunities or any promotion or in cases where It could help me escape trouble or so…

Whenever I felt like the man in front of me can be persuaded by me letting him use me .. that I can gain something or it can be alot easier if I let him… I just do it Read more »

Back in the days , I was very nerdy, unpopular and kind of weird.. plus I wasn’t the most attractive.

I only had one friend which was my roommate, and I had a nerdy BF who was a virgin like me. We dated and he used to come to my place often to sleep.

My roommate was a bit more attractive, but they both were my only friends …

That once, when we were sleeping, he moved and went to her and they had sex.. but I just pretended to be asleep because I didn’t wanna loose any of my two friends…

It was happening very often and it was so weird because like my roommate could get alot hotter men but she kept fucking him everynight, and they both seemed to have so much fun idk, I never expected someone like him to cheat so blatantly.. and I would feel so bad because my body would be reacting to it … and I would start just pleasuring myself to the sound of it which was embarrassing for myself