[MF] (M)y first time having sex was a CNC roleplay session (Trigger Warning: CNC)

I met a woman on Fetlife who posted about her rape fantasies. We made arrangements to meet up for a CNC scene. She knew that I was “very inexperienced” however I didn’t tell her that it was my first time until afterwards. She later wrote about her experiences with our encounter and posted it to FetLife and gave me permission to cross post it here (she doesn’t use Reddit). I changed the username to my Reddit handle.

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Athanaricari private messaged my through FetLife, clearly having read my writings, kinks and profile(!!!) in advance. Wow, is that ever sexy or what? Someone who reads your profile…

We exchanged long messages over the course of 2 weeks, hammering out the skeleton of a CNC role-play. We had several overlapping kinks. One of my turn-ons is not knowing what will happen, the element of surprise. Athanaricari proposed that CNC play would occur during martial arts training, a massage, or the increasing stakes of a board game gone wrong. I didn’t know which. We also had an overlapping sleep CNC kink and bondage as well. He rented a small AirBnB house between our towns.