I just had my first sexual experiment with a shemale. [MF], [MT], [TM], [shemale]

So, I’m 20 years old and before Saturday I had never gone past kissing a girl (which was one girl, one time). I was invited to a party by a friend and within about 15 minutes I realized that most of the people here weren’t my type of crowd so I decided to leave. On the way to finding my friend to tell him I was going home a girl came up to me asking me how I was enjoying the party. I told her that it wasn’t really my scene and she said the same for her. We really hit it off and after about 1 hour she invited me back to her place. I was really surprised because she was a 10/10 and I’m pretty average. When we got to her place she pretty much jumped me and we started making out. After a bit of that she led me to her bed where she started going down on me (with a condom on of course). I lasted probably 45 seconds (first time). Now… after that she said “I have something to tell you.” I was worried that she was already in a relationship or maybe just wanted a one night stand. That seems like a pretty good thing to hear looking back now. She told me that she was a hermaphrodite. I was in shock so I asked her what she meant by that. She took off her clothes, she was still in her dress, and I saw her penis outlined in her panties. I didn’t really know what to do so I just started laughing. After a bit I realized what was actually happening so I started yelling at her. She stayed pretty calm while I snapped at her. She told me she understood my reaction and she was sorry but she still wanted to talk to me. I sat down and decided to listen to her. She said how she did all this because she liked me and thought that she wouldn’t even go this far but she wanted to see if we could be a couple. I couldn’t believe her so I told her I needed to leave. She understood and gave me her number in case I wanted to talk again. I have no damn idea of what to do and I can’t tell anyone close to me about this. It feels good to type this out and if anyone has something to say (opinion, help, anything) would be great.