For starters, my late teens and early 20s were not easy on me. I was dealing with improperly diagnosed mental health issues and drank myself stupid regularly. How I acted then is not an accurate reflection of who I am today. Quite frankly, I’m embarrassed by this. I enjoy fantasizing, but I couldn’t actually cheat like this again. This was a long time ago and I had to fill in some of the gaps with how I imagine things went. However, this story is entirely true and has alternated between haunting me and arousing me for nearly 15 years.
I was deployed to Germany when I was freshly 21, less than 6 months after I had gotten married to a man I barely knew. We had talked annulment as soon as I got back stateside and I hated him. I couldn’t wait to end our joke of a marriage. After a big fight over the phone, I decided to go out on the town. I settled on a small bar with only a few patrons.