[M] I cheated on my girlfriend two days ago.

I feel very guilty about this, but also…. good in an uncomfortable way. I’m hating myself right now but I’d be a liar if it didn’t make me excited just to talk about this.

My girlfriend and I both work together at a local retail store, we met at the beginning of 2018 and have been dating for a year today. She has two jobs and as a result hasn’t been at our store very much lately. And I’ve…. been busy I suppose. We’re together every night although we don’t live together. A couple months ago a new girl started at our work, and by god the second I saw her I immediately was assaulted by sexual thoughts because she is just so fucking hot. The complete opposite of my girlfriend who’s a bit overweight but still very curvy with a good shape. This girl is shorter, much thinner, and has an amazing body. We hit it off from the day we first worked together and for the past week we’ve been working closing shifts together every night.