My husband has a job that has him away from home a decent amount of the time. When he is home he barely pays attention to me. I can’t remember the last time we had sex but any time he’s home he makes sure to watch porn and masturbate. At this point he doesn’t even try to hide it from me. And I know for a fact he’s cheated on me several times. I haven’t felt wanted or sexy in months and I feel like our relationship has been dead in the water.