I wake to the marks you left on my skin
Where you pushed me
Knowing somehow I wanted to be pushed to my edge,
Wanted to lose myself in sting and breath and heaving chest
I want you
To lead me down paths I’ve yet feared to tread,
Force me to whisper things yet unsaid
How did you know that I wanted to be fed
Your fingers?
I can pretend to resist but my body betrays me
Twitches and squirms and never obeys me
Can’t help but lean in to the way you enslave me
I want you
To teach me to release into grip so firm
Force me to whimper and quiver and
squirm
Force me to melt into sting, thud and burn
I can pretend to resist but my body betrays me
Squeezes and spasms and never obeys me
Misbehaves and craves all the ways you invade me
Forbidden shivers deliver arched spine
When you force me to quiver and whimper and whine
You make me feel
Like I could fully exist with at least one witness
And wholely relinquish
My body and mind