When I cheated on my gf with a gay friend. [MM] long

This was about 2 years ago while I was still with my current girlfriend. I’ve always been somewhat bisexual in a way but I’ve only given a guy a blowjob once and I stopped because I didn’t know how I felt about it. (Another story)..

Anyways back to my story, I had just started dating my current girlfriend for maybe a couple of weeks but I still was so curious about a guy so I had grindr (a gay dating app) on my phone. I never met up with anyone on there because most of them are just creepy, but I saw one of my friends on there. I start a chat with him talking about just what all we’re interested in and looking for. The whole time I don’t have a profile picture or anything on my profile so he doesn’t know it’s me. Eventually he sends me a dick pic and it just looked so perfect. It was thick but not too thick and a solid 9 inches. Tbh my mouth was already watering. He wanted a picture of my ass too, so I just took a basic picture. He sent me the address but again I got cold feet and just deleted the app. ( I know I’m an asshole).