[F] How he fucked me and my mind: a week long story.

I’ve known I was kinky since I was young. No girl finds villains as attractive as I did when I was a kid unless they’re gonna grow up with a fetish for it. I did my best in my younger teen years to educate myself and experience as much as I could, but I fell short, and I’ve always felt I was missing something in bed.

I discovered hypnosis almost completely by accident when I was looking for an audio recording of someone describing how to masturbate with a vibrator (usually skimming through /r/gonewildaudio for it), stumbling instead into a kinky power-play with some tricking of the mind, and I was blown away. I quickly found the recordings too impersonal and posted a wanted ad here on reddit for a hypnotist to help me explore my kinks and interests.

I got replies, yeah, way too fucking many, and with how badly I was trying to find someone I could relate to, a lot were slipping through the cracks as I tried to respond. I kept reading and reading until finally one message came that stopped me and made me go back to reread out of curiosity. He said something that got me stuck there, reading his message, wondering if maybe he was the one I should be trying to work with.

The whole story of how I began to be my best friend’s boyfriend’s cum dump [18F/20M]

* this is in relation to my [first post](https://www.reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/53az89/me_and_a_bunch_offff_other_drunk_girls_at_a_party/), which may be better read after this one. whoops!

* this does get a little long winded, but I wanted to include as may details as I could ^okay ^^bye ^^^now

Within a couple of days of meeting him, I was sitting there reassuring my best friend that he wasn’t boyfriend material and she needed to take things slow. The he in question would be the devil. On 4/20/15, we were both doomed to lust after him endlessly.

I should explain. My best friend and I were celebrating soon becoming high school seniors, going out with a friend of ours – to meet up with *his* friend – to smoke and hang out for a while. We had never met him before, only heard of him, no idea of what to expect. He lived about fifteen minutes from us in a white house surrounded by cows and fields. Pulling into his driveway and seeing him sitting there in the garage, in a chair placed facing us, a bowl in his hand, and a body too attractive for the garbage galaxy print shirt and skinny jeans he was wearing… I knew what was coming.

Me and a bunch o[ffff] other drunk girls at a party showed each other our tits and got caught by the guys tonight. And a surprise BJ? [mf]

I just came home from a cookout my best girl friend hosted, and things were great. It was me, her, and two other cute girls. There were also four guys at this cookout. But uh… we’re not exactly normal people, and this wasn’t a normal night.

Like, uh, me sending my best friend’s fuck buddy a picture of my nipples at the beginning of the night to get him hard.

*Just some background detail:*

* My best friend got her nipples pierced three days ago. I got mine done a day after hers. I was going to get a tattoo or my nipples done, then I saw her piercing and geared my choice to the piercing.

* Tonight, she invited me to a cookout at her place and this is the first time not only that I’ve been in her house but also simply seen a lot of these people in a LONG time. I was very to myself during the time I was there, however I did socialize and have a good time and all that.

* I’m 18, none of the girls at this get together were 21+. The oldest was 19.