Author: AllyCatzStrike1190

[FM] Overcoming my repressive upbringing part II

(Thank you all for your patience. I finally have a chance to sit down and write this second part. Just a reminder I was 25 when this occurred)

On the morning of the night we planned for him to take my virginity, I woke up feeling super nervous but also super excited. I masturbated twice that morning thinking about it. That night he took me out to a very nice restaurant. The entire dinner my stomach was in knots but my pussy was getting very wet. We went back to my place and began making out. I took my heels off, he took his shoes and socks off, and our bare feet were soon touching as our tongues danced. I took his shirt off and started sucking his nipples, then he pulled my dress down and kissed and licked my breasts and nipples, making me super wet. He suggested we take a shower together, which sounded lovely to me. Read more »

[FM] Overcoming my repressive upbringing part I

(I apologize in advance if this formatting turns out wacky, this has been transferred from a note on my phone to my email to a Word document and now Reddit and wordwrap seems to have disappeared completely. I’ve tried to manually fix any errors I find but that doesn’t mean I caught them all)

At the end of 2015 I was 25 years old and I had never had an orgasm. I had only kissed two guys and fooled around with one. I never even thought about trying to masturbate. I was taught my whole life that any sexual pleasure of any kind outs ide of marriage was a mortal sin, and for the first quarter century of my life I completely believed it. When I was 19 I’d dry hump my first boyfriend, both of us naked from the waist up, him in his jeans and me in yoga pants or leggings, and he’d be sucking my nipples, I’d get unbelievably wet and would feel pressure building inside, and it would scare me and I’d ask him to stop. He always would but I knew I frustrated him alot and I feel really guilty for that now. But at the time I was bound to my principles. Even when i moved three hours away from my family for college and then for work, I was never tempted to explore or experiment at all. Read more »