Hello! I’m no writer so hopefully I can describe this moment vividly and expressive enough to capture just how intense it was for me.
I don’t know if it was because it was my first sexual experience or if it’s because feelings were involved, but I still weaken at the thought of it.
So I had met this friend online. We played games together and he was extremely flirtatious. He would say bold naughty things to me, which I was not used to.
Because I was inexperienced and a virgin, his messages often left me blushing and a mess.. I was just wrapped around all these lewd messages and snap photos he would send.
I would occasionally fantasize about meeting him, but also didn’t believe that would actually become a reality.. At one point he bought a ticket and told me he was going to come see me. I couldn’t believe it, and the nerves I felt were absolutely incredible. I was so anxious; that I hadn’t been able to eat for days.