So i have a history with sex and sexuality that goes back perhaps further than my last birthday lol. some of it fun, maybe out of curiousity or just hormones. I consider myself lucky that i have had some forced situations (only 2. maybe 3) but thankfully they were not what i woudl call violent etc. i would have experiences that i think logically i prob should have talked to a theraplist about but i would laugh it off, and i think each time i did that it just ramped up things a little more. I would act out more and more sexually, doing stupid shit like hitting on men i knew that i should NEVER hit on, doing things to shock people, blowing a guy in the target changing room, etc.. i have not slept all night because i met up a guy i met cause i responded to his craigslist. i have read those ads for some time and have met up w a few. mostly just like if i needed a certain release. i have been with people of both sexes (a LOT) lol. i have been reckless aobut things, but thankfully somehow never got any std or worse. the guy last night i ONLY knew what his cock looked like and i guess that was good enough. he is yet another guy who is 2-3 times my age but to make it worse when i get to his room i know him. friends w his daughter but i go in anyway i think in part because of that like “i dont gaf. does not phase me” kinda shit. anyway. was it fun? sure. he made me cum, and had a very suckable cock. downside. how am i going to look my friend in the eye knowing i fucked her dad? how am i supposed to just be chill going over to her house? just like on one hand im like ok that basically im slutty. so what.. on other hand i feel like im walking around dropping hand grenades and unaware how fucking lucky i am that i never got injured so far.. well not physically. lol. or am i over thinking this all? I have never been able to be faithful to anyone i have been with and if they hint to stop being flirty i hate it and do dumber things to say fuck you and basically chase them off. so there you go.. not as fun as some of the posts on here but im honestly worried i might have like an actual addiction. Oh. and im very short like almost 4’6″ thin, gymnast and 1/2 asian.. so on top of just regular hookups i guess i also fall into a couple of fetish categories cause of the asian thing, gymnast thing, small boobies thing and cause im told i look a lot younger than i am. i hope y’all dont roast me too bad but im curious to get honest feedback.
Author: alexa_d-arkansas
freaky for me (mild for some lol) anonymous BJ [FFM], [craigslist], [blowjob]
when on vacation this summer my friend and i were joking about extreme TorD. basically we picked an ad on CL and responded. the deal was we picked numbers and who was closer had to reply back and would have to jack him off. we picked one we both liked and i won/lost (not sure) and we did both go to his hotel. he was nice but too old but she said i had to at least jack it. basically turned into a bj. after we did that we did read abotu bad shit on cl so it was really stupid but things u do when not in right state of mind i guess.[FFM], [craigslist], [blowjob]