I(29M) am in a secret sexual relationship with a married woman(41F), mother of two [MF]

It would’ve never happened if it wasn’t for the quarantine. Her husband is currently in their home country and can’t leave.

She’s a Filipina maid working for my neighbor (an old woman). She’s also the mother of my best friend’s girlfriend.

Really cute face(she looks 30), short (5’0 or 5’1 maybe), almost flat chest but also flat belly, nice body and amazing ass(she looks 20 from behind), incredibly smooth skin, beautiful black hair, no sexy clothes (but I’m fine with leggings) or flirty manners, kind character, little or no make-up. Overall quite attractive for mainstream standards I think, extremely attractive to me.

I(29M) am in a secret relationship with a married woman(41F) and she talks on the phone with her family while we’re intimate [MF]

Long story short, she’s a Filipina maid working for my neighbor, her husband (now in their home country) and children can’t come here due to the quarantine. It started after the quarantine, she wasn’t flirty at all before it. She’s attractive and looks definitely younger than 41.

I really like having her laying across my lap, naked or in underwear, gently caressing her back and ass with an occasional slap every few minutes. I don’t feel the urgency to have sex as fast as we could, strangely. I’m especially aroused doing this while she talks on the phone with her family.

Just a quick phone call with her husband and a couple with her daughter (my best friend’s girlfriend, by the way), also short calls.

When she had a quite long call with her son while we’re in that situation I felt incredibly aroused for some reason.

I know it’s not a good thing and I respect her family outside of the intimacy, but I’m still aroused by this. She probably doesn’t realize how hot I find this, and much probably wouldn’t like to know.