When i was about 18 years old, I was feeling super horny and i just wanted to fuck. I had no boyfriend and i didn’t really want to lose my virginity to someone from school. I was also attracted to older guys of the age 30 and lower. I went searching for a guy on Craigslist when they had the personal ads. I started talking to this guy who was 26 years old at the time. He seemed really into the fact of fucking a virgin with a tight pussy. We exchanged pictures and his dick was huge! He had it up against a red bull can. We made plans to meet up and fuck in his car. I chickened out and never went through. I just sat in his car for like 2 minutes and started panicking. He was very sweet and understanding. He said he didn’t want to pressure me. Fast forward to when I am 19 years old. I came back home from college on break. My mom was out of town and i was feeling horny. I decided to contact him again. At the time i really wanted to fuck. As the time came closer for us to meet, my stomach would just ache. I tried backing out of it. He was telling me nothing bad would happen to me. I had expressed to him how I felt he can be some guy trying to kill me. We were strangers and didn’t know each other at all. He said all he wanted was to fuck and we can go our separate ways. Anyways, he picked me up in his car and we tried tucking in the backseat. His dock was so big that the tip barely fit. It was getting uncomfortable and I stopped because it also hurt. He was nice about it despite he was not able to get off. I just left him with a huge erection. Now fast forward to today. I am planning to invite him to my apartment when my mom is at work. I want to ride him on the couch. Should I?