Author: Admirable-Jaguar-233

[F] What does it mean when the guy i was into, would just invite me over while a bunch of his friends are there, and would insist on doing it there and ends up letting his friends take a go at me?

Because it happened with a few guys that knew that I had a huge crush on them and whenever this happens to me I just feel like he never really wanted anything more than a fuck from me and that’s his way to show me he is done with me or something.
So I’m curious on how guys see that or how he sees me ?

(I was never in a relationship with the guys that did that, but I was definitely attracted enough to want a relationship )

[F] I use my body to gain benefits

I did it back in college, where I let a teacher fuck me just to pass the class and I didn’t enjoy it… yes maybe I got wet or so because it was still a dick fucking me but I hated the man and I was so un attracted to him but back then it felt like my only chance to pass..

But doing it, and using my body to gain benefits kinda started a trend in my life that I don’t really enjoy … like whenever I had issues with someone or needed to gain something I would think back at how easy it was when I let him use me … and I would give in a take the easy route of letting someone use me for benefits …

I did it with few teachers , I tried it in a lot of job opportunities or any promotion or in cases where It could help me escape trouble or so…

Whenever I felt like the man in front of me can be persuaded by me letting him use me .. that I can gain something or it can be alot easier if I let him… I just do it Read more »