S. and I have a special and beautiful thing going on since more or less a year. It has been evolving from a somehow casual encounter to a gradually more and more intimate physical and mental connection. As we were gradually opening to each other, sharing our fantasies and desires, experimenting a truly open, joyful and satisfying sexual life, we started fantasizing and getting excited by the idea of a threesome and/or a swingers experience. So, yesterday I finally left all hesitations behind (there weren’t much in the first place, tbh) and we went to a swingers club. It was the first time for me and I never thought I’d do something like that in my whole life, but the feelings of intimacy, openness, excitement and safety that I experience with S. made me feel like this was a natural step forward for us, a way to intensify each other’s pleasure and give life to fantasies that thrill and connect us.