[M] [M] [F] Did I just fantasize about my girlfriend getting fucked by a black guy?

We have had this on-off co-dependent relationship that I’m unable to end. I love her and she’s so sexy; but I only feel like that when she’s not with me. We broke up a few months ago and both of us explored other people. I started to miss her because of the sex, and all I could think of while masturbating was her, no porn would excite me more than thinking of her body!

We started dating again after me having to woo her a lot, as she started to move on. She was getting a lot of attention from other men. I was jealous, I couldn’t resist but woo her to date me again.

We got angry one day and she told me she met 3 guys and how she had done things with them. Not just that, We went into each detail of in which position and what happened, did she swallow the cum or not. She told me she fucked a black guy without a condom because she was horny and we just broke up. Then while she was fucked another guy because she found him hot and then she fucked another guy and she told me about it.