[Rape] My cousin took my virginity at age 21. [MF]

She came over to my place and while my mom was in the shower, we were on her bed. She decides she wants to see cock and I was designated dick. With that said she pulls down my sweatpants against my will. My cock gets hard as she’s stroking, my mind is caput at this point. I mean I’m processing so much at one time. To make rape effective she decides to swallow me and I mean spit and moaning comes from her head. I push her off and I collect myself. Started crying a little and she’s tells me that if she doesn’t finish what she started she was going to tell my mom I tried to rape her. So like the young man I was, which was naive. I let her get the best of me which was my first kiss, my virginity and my first orgasm. She throws me on the bed and puts me back in her mouth to get me hard again. Then she gets on top of me Positions herself to bounce on my cock. Right before she slides me inside her she says “I love you” and slides down my cock with fury. Next thing I know, I’m crying and when I get close to cumming. My cousin hopes off to swallow my hot load of goup that I pushed out. I fall asleep. Wake up like 6 or 7 hours later and I learned she went home. I love my cousin.