Final Chapter-NEW-Part 5- Fucked my best friend’s widow and knocked her up (again)-Part 5[mf]

*If you want to start from the beginning of this crazy ass shitstorm- Parts 1-4 are posted below-

Part 1: https://redd.it/glt7ln Part 2: https://redd.it/gnjzva Part 3: https://redd.it/gw8it3
Part 4: https://www.reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/hjj27h/newpart_4_fucked_my_best_friends_widow_and/

So, it seems like this throwaway is going to be used almost strictly as my confessional, to cleanse myself of the fuckings I probably (definitely) shouldn’t have participated in.

Both Tia and I are extremely passionate about our careers, which is probably one of the reasons we worked so well. We had the tacit understanding/respect for the drive we both had about us both ascending the corporate ladder. With that said, that did come with a separate set of problems as we lived many states apart.
That week I had some really important meetings, Tia was aware that I might not be as responsive as usual. That was why when I got 4 back to back calls while she knew I was in a serious meeting, I was concerned.
When I called her back, without emotion and almost robotically, Tia told me she miscarried again. I felt terrible, even more so for her. She had mentioned that “her body had betrayed her and she will never be a mother”- that hit home. I wont bore you all with the details of all that…but it was a rough conversation. As previously mentioned, I had some crazy meetings (part of an acquisition so i wouldn’t be able to fly out to Tia until the following Friday.

NEW-Part 4- Fucked my best friend’s widow and knocked her up (again)-Part 4 [mf]

*If you want to start from the beginning of this crazy ass shitstorm- Parts 1-3 are posted below-

Part 1: https://redd.it/glt7ln
Part 2: https://redd.it/gnjzva
Part 3: https://redd.it/gw8it3

*So, it seems like this throwaway is going to be used almost strictly as my confessional, to cleanse myself of the fuckings I probably (definitely) shouldn’t have participated in.*

When I first found out Tia was pregnant (again), we were both surprised (not sure why), but cautiously excited. The guilt of knocking up my deceased best friend’s widow started to creep in…I wondered how he would really feel if he were alive. We were close like brothers, maybe closer. But with that said he had this unspoken desire to try and compete with me, and he once said to me that I had ‘won’ against him in everything…I told him that wasn’t so, and he had what was really important: a woman who loved him. Well, now I was taking that too, and it brought up a shit ton of old, unresolved feelings.

Part 3- Fucked my best friend’s widow and knocked her up (again)-Part 3 [mf]

*If you want to start from the beginning, of this crazy ass shitstorm- Parts 1 & 2 are posted
** if you want to get past the backstory and down to the good stuff, scroll to the *****

quickly I want to thank all that have reached out for the kind notes; I’m happy that you are enjoying….but as I said this is really cathartic for me, as it’s good for me to get this shit off my chest

anyway, here it goes…
Part 3—
Once Tia got back, we settled into a routine where we would text back and forth often, but due to our hectic work schedule, we weren’t able to find time to fly out and see each other. One night we were talking when she told me she had something she needed to discuss with me, and it wasn’t a text conversation…could I speak later. In the few minutes before I responded I thought of all of the possibilities of what she could want to discuss; my mind was spinning.

Part 2: Fucked my best friend’s widow and knocked her up- part 2 [mf]

Part 2

Wow, i’m pleasantly surprised that there was this much interest in my situation with Tia. So, I could tell you as it currently stands, but that would leave a whole lot of fun out of it, and there was a lot of fun…

So, after the pregnancy scare situation, we really didn’t talk about the seriousness of what almost happened. We still lived a 3 hour plane ride apart and due to both of our careers, that situation wasn’t going to change anytime soon; so we sort of had this unspoken pact to just have fun and not talk about anything more than that for awhile.

Fast forward six months, we talk a few times a week, neither of us really ask if the other is seeing anyone else, and on a random Tuesday night I get a text asking what I am doing. Truthfully, I had just walked a girl out that I sometimes fucked from time to time; but didn’t think that was the answer Tia was looking for. I told her I was just about to get in the shower (the truth), and then was going to have a quick bite as I hadn’t had a chance to eat yet (other than the first girl’s pussy). She texted me to go to the door; I opened it, and there Tia stood. 

Fucked my best friend’s widow, and knocked her up [mf]

So, it seems like this throwaway is going to be used almost strictly as my confessional, to cleanse myself of the fuckings I probably (definitely) shouldn’t have participated in.

For what it is worth, it actually feels cathartic to get this shit off of my chest as its not something I have ever shared.

Here we go…my closest friend was named Ray. We hit it off from the day we met, coincidentally because I banged one of his best friends girlfriends, and Ray confronted me on it….but that is a story for another day. Anyway, Ray and I became the closest of friends and shared all of the good and bad that we all go through. When we were about 23, Ray got a rare form of cancer- luckily he went into remission and was fine….for awhile. 

Ray ended up marrying an absolutely beautiful girl named Tia. Tia played Division I soccer, and had the ass you would expect from someone who trained that hard with their legs. She also had big, beautiful tits-real ones- size D, long blonde hair, and blue eyes-she was fucking hot and even Ray used to say he had no clue how he landed her. Tia was always really nice to me, but never in an inappropriate way. It was like she realized and respected that me and her husband were best friends and was very supportive of our friendship. Yeah, a woman who was about a 9.8 and really cool to go with it. Pretty much any man’s dream.

Not proud, fucked my married step sister [mf]

So, I have shared a bunch of my personal sex stories, but due to the content, this was one required a throwaway screenname. What is interesting for me is that I now see that most of the things that spark me the most sexually began on this day: Panty/ass/pussy sniffing, pregnancy risk, being dominant, fucking married women, cheating, risky sex (where you could get caught easily). And this all happened with my step sister in the course of one day. This is really difficult for me to write because it is the sexual experience I am most ashamed of, but to this day the most intense sexual experience of my life.