**Note:** …just mind that english is my second language so the grammer and what not may suck at some points and futher stories as I’m also not the best of writer for those type of stories or in general, so please go easy on me.
“It’s not gay to try it once…right?” I muttered to myself while walking away from the corner store. The bag in my hands swished from side to side while I playfully started skipping. The awkward tension of buying lube from people I knew was over and now I could get to the fun part! Just a quick hop, skip, and drive home later-
I sat down on my bed.. Terrified. I’ve never done anything like this before- How was it supposed to feel? Should I try watching something to get in the mood? What if it’s not what I expected it to be?
Flustered and nervous, I threw myself down and stared at the ceiling. Phone in one hand, bottle in the other.
Mmnnnn~
Groaning, I flicked through my phone looking for something as a distraction.. Maybe I could just jerk off and sleep on-