My night of cheating and bad decisions [FM]

One thing I don’t spend much time talking about on here is being bipolar. If you look at my history you’ll see a lot of drug-fueled stories filled with bad decisions, most of these happened when I’m in one of my manic phases. About once a year or so I get really manic, like over the top bad manic and pretty much spend a week trying to burn my life to the ground. I’m a lot better since I started therapy last year, but this went down a few years ago.

My sophomore year of college I moved out of the dorms and into the student apartments across the street. Each of the apartments had four rooms gathered around a kitchen and bathroom. The apartments were split by gender but the floors were all co-ed. So, I lived with three girls I wasn’t too fond of and had guys on each side of us. We didn’t really have a choice about neighbors and roommates which sucked, but we had our own kitchens and could come and go as we pleased, plus there were a ton of parties because security wasn’t always wandering around.

I had been pretty depressed because it was finals and I was busting my ass studying and never going out. But, the day I finished all my tests, my last one was at noon, and me and my friend Kim started day drinking cheap wine to celebrate.

We went to the apartment’s pool and were hiding the wine in Rockstar energy drink cans as we sipped and laid out in the sun. My mood was rapidly improving from depressed to very happy as the weight of a difficult semester lifted off of me. I had a few months of freedom in front of me, a nice Rosé buzz, and the sun felt amazing.

Kim and I ran through party plans for tonight. There were a ton on and off campus. We plotted the ones we needed to be seen at and made a game plan. Luckily the ones we wanted to go to were all in our building, so we didn’t need to worry about driving.

We finished up at the pool and headed back to Kim’s room because all of her roommates had already left for the summer and she had the place to herself.

We were joking around and trying on clothes when Kim told me I had to get laid tonight to celebrate. I told her she was worse than a dude.

This is the point where I should mention I have a boyfriend at another college closer to our hometown. We have drifted apart a bit being at different schools, but we’re still official. Over xmas break we discussed changing to an open relationship, but in the end he didn’t want that, even though I was down for it. So, it got tense for a while, then we went to Jamaica for a week during Spring Break and kind of reignited things, so we kept it the way it was.

During the run up to this night BF and I were texting about how we were going to see each other the next day – he was coming to pick me and my stuff up the next afternoon to take me home. He was being weird, and I was a bit tipsy, so I tried my best to ignore him.

One of Kim’s friends I had met a few times came over and brought a bottle of Adderral since we were planning on staying up all night – this would be the thing that kicked me into full white woo girl mania I would later find out.

We went to the first party and as the adderral was kicking in, I started getting what I could only describe as totally euphoric. I was speaking a mile a minute and just high fiving everyone I met. It was amazing. The party was kind of small, about 10 people, and we were all drinking in the living room talking and I was scanning their spotify and playing different music, skipping to new songs before the other song finished.

“Hey, DT, stop fucking with the radio and come sit and talk,” said Dave, a guy who was in a few of my classes and I knew pretty well. We talked all the time and confided a lot in each other.

I smiled and walked over to the couch, but all the cushions were occupied. Dave patted his lap, he knew I had a bf and he was like my school version of a work-husband. I sat on his lap making sure my sundress was bunched down enough so I wasn’t just putting bare thighs all over his crotch.

As we sat there passing a joint around I can’t even describe how great I felt. I was leaning against Dave’s chest and he had his arms wrapped around my waist, his hands resting on my hip bones. We sat together like that for five minutes before he started slowly circling his fingers along my stomach, and it was a massive turn on and tease, and I should have stopped it, but I didn’t want to. He ran his fingertips along the waistband of my panties that he could feel through the thin material of my dress.

I kept catching judgey glances from Kim that I shrugged off. This wasn’t a big deal. I mean, my bf would be jealous for sure if he was here, but I wasn’t fucking Dave. Just as I was thinking that I could feel a hard bulge growing against my ass.

“What’s that, sir?” I said, turning back and whispering to him.

“Nothing, mind your own business,” he responded right into my ear, which sent shivers down my entire body.

I pushed down against his lap, grinding on his dick through my own underwear and his pants. He pinched my side playfully, and I shifted and apologized with a smirk. The rest of the group were playing Uno and not really paying attention.

I had never wanted to have sex so badly in my life, and it wasn’t just sex, I couldn’t get the image of Dave bending me over a bathroom counter and fucking me hard while slapping my ass out of my head. His bulge was growing and my mind was racing. I couldn’t tell myself no.

I made bad decision number one of the night. I got up and walked towards the bathroom, which was right across from Dave’s bedroom. Then, at the last minute, I turned and walked into his room, shutting the door behind me quietly. I listened through the door and heard Dave excuse himself.

Before he reached the room I pulled my sundress off over my head leaving me in just a purple mesh thong I wear when I don’t want any panty lines or I need to do laundry. In this case it was the latter. Dave opened the door and I pounced on him. I pushed him against the door before it was even closed all the way and pressed my lips hard against his. He didn’t hesitate or ask questions.

He pulled his shirt off over his head and ran my hands over his heavily tattooed chest. He kissed me and ran his tongue along my neck then nibbled on my ears. I was dying. His strong hands were all over me, pulling at my thong and reaching inside. He made a little gasp when he found I was already soaking wet.

I pulled at his belt and popped it open, freeing his cock from his pants. I had never seen it before, but I was impressed, he was an uncut seven inches and thick. The rumors were that he was an amazing fuck, and I had to find out.

I kneeled in front of him and took the tip of his dick in my mouth, stroking him and pulling his pants below his ankles. He grabbed the back of my head, guiding me to take him deeper in his mouth. I gagged a little and he backed off, then lifted me up by the armpits and tossed me on his bed, which was rock hard and felt like getting thrown on the floor.

Dave roughly flipped me over and as he tried to pull off my thong, he ripped the thin fabric and started laughing. I looked at him, a bit annoyed, but too far in to really give a shit because I’d had the thing for like 10 years.

He lifted my ass in the air by tugging on my hips, and I could only moan a yes out as he held my ass cheeks in his hands. He stepped in close to me, and I looked back to see him pulling open a condom that he must have had near his bed somewhere. He slid it down onto his dick expertly and pushed my face back into the bed making me laugh.

I felt him push inside of me. I hadn’t had sex in several months and it was a sudden surprise. My entire body lit up like electricity and I felt him fill me. He grabbed my ass tight and roughly fucked me asking me the whole time if I liked it. I told him to shut up.

After a few minutes he flipped me over onto my back and lifted my legs in the air and entered me in one smooth motion making me gasp and cover my mouth. He swatted my hand away from my face and I let out a loud moan. I was pushing back on him with one hand and gripping the bed with the other. I felt weak and limp against him as he fucked me ferociously. It hurt but at the same time was everything I ever wanted.

Without slowing down he ran his hand through my short hair and said, more told, “I’m going to cum all over your face,” not wanting to have a porn ending to this I started to ask him not to when he yanked me off the bed and pushed me onto my knees. As I opened my mouth to protest he tore off the condom and came all over my chin and lips.

He then turned and picked up my ripped thong and pushed it against my face, as if to say, Use this. I snatched it out of his hand and tossed it on the floor, then picked up his shirt and used it to clean my face off.

“That was unexpected,” he said.

“Happy finals week,” I said, shrugging.

I left him in the room and slipped across the hall to the bathroom where I pee’d and rinsed some missed cum off my neck. I grabbed Kim and we headed to party number two of the night.

As we walked I responded to my bf, telling him we were just hanging out for the night and there wasn’t much going on. He was talking about how excited he was to see me the next day. I stuffed my phone back in my purse.

It was around 10 pm when we got to Party 2 and Kim and I had been steadily drinking since lunch, hadn’t eaten dinner and were both jacked up on adderral. Walking around now completely panty-less under my thin sundress was turning me on a bit more, and I was soaked from the very solid fucking I’d gotten from Dave.

We walked right into a drinking game of Poker where the people were already pretty sloshed. At some point points were being tallied and exchanged for articles of clothes because most people were in their underwear.

When we sat down after getting drinks, Janie, the host, told us to catch up we had to lose one piece of clothing each. Kim was more than happy to take off her tank top revealing a similar sized sports bra underneath, thinking she was very clever. She turned to me and I said, this is all I’ve got. She didn’t believe me, so I lifted the dress to my hips from the side showing her, and she thought it was hilarious.

Everyone had little strips of paper you got from winning a hand, and somehow getting a certain amount let you claim someones piece of clothing or get back your own. I knew I was going to be in trouble pretty quickly here because 1- I suck at Poker, and 2-well the obvious.

I went to pee and when I came back they were dealing the next round, which I very quickly lost. I used my only strip of paper to keep my dress and the game continued. It only took another round before I’d lost my dress with no paper to save me. When one of the guys I didn’t know smacked down four Jacks, he pointed at me and yelled, Strip Bitch! And laughing my ass off during the whole thing, I did.

I sat, legs crossed in front of me to hide my swatch of pubic hair and my hands awkwardly trying to hide my 32 b-cup, while the next round was dealt. I was granted a few pity losses until another guy and another girl wound up naked with no papers to save them.

“We knew this day would come,” Janie said holding up dice, “winner chooses a target, then rolls. Loser plays along or leaves!”

The group of eight friends and us seemed super into it, I guess knowing all along this is where it was going. I looked down at my phone to a few missed texts from the bf. I pushed it back into my purse.

I lost yet another hand, and Kim won this one – choosing me as the main loser. She rolled the dice and I leaned forward to see Lips and Neck. I looked up unsure and she patted her finger tips on her thin neck. I crawled over and kissed her along her collar bone, then up to her jawline, licking and nibbling. I felt goosebumps raise on her skin.

I somehow won the next round with a pair of kings and chose Janie as the loser before throwing Lips and Mouth. I smiled and winked at her as she walked over to me with a sexy sashay and straddled me. I felt her lacy undies against my bare pubes. She pushed my head to the side and then pressed her lips against mine. I could taste the vodka and sprite. Her lips parted and I felt her tongue in my mouth. I was insanely turned on. I hadn’t kissed another girl in a long time and I forgot how amazing it was. As she kissed me deeply her hands wandered over my naked back and I heard people in the room woo. She pulled away and went back to her seat and I could barely breath, she high fived the guy next to her who wasn’t bothering to conceal the boner tenting his boxers.

A guy named Nick won and chose me before rolling Ass and Lap. I set my drink down and walked over to him, turning his chair to the side. He was clearly very hard in his boxer briefs and smiling about it. I faced away from him and gave him one of the most uncoordinated lap dances that ever happened, but I put a lot of effort into grinding down against his hard on, sliding my still wet pussy over his shorts. He seemed to appreciate it and was bummed when Janie called time over.

Nick managed to win a second round of cards with a pair of aces and the group chanted my name until he called me again before rolling Lick, Lap. He sat back as I walked back over. I spread his legs and knelt between them. He leaned his head back and made a YEESSS sound. I pulled down his baggy shorts on one side and licked and kissed his weirdly hairless hipbones. He was pretty skinny. He rested his hands on the back of my head. I kept kissing, teasing him and licking all the way around his dick, even stopping to suck on one of his balls playfully. I took his cock in my hand and stroked him slowly as I licked the side of his shaft. I heard someone in the room say, Oh my god.

I could feel Nick fully tense up in anticipation as I lightly stroked him and nibbled on the side of his dick. He was breathing heavy, and precum was dripping over my hand. I looked over and both Kim and Janie were wide eyed. I took the tip of his medium sized dick into my mouth, it was slick with precum and I could feel him throbbing. I bobbed down a little, licking hard with my tongue. He shuddered.

Janie called time and I wiped spit and pre-cum off my lips and sat down. Nick sat there rigid for a minute then tucked his dick back in his underwear and took a long drink. Another guy won the next round, and he chose Kim and made out with her. A random guy I had never met before fingered me and went down on me, using a hairbrush as a dildo. Then, it went another round and Kim gave a guy a lapdance. Then Janie made out with Nick. And I lost again, winding up having to spend more time sucking Nick’s dick, this time to the claps of the others in the room.

I kept it going, sliding his cock in and out of my mouth and stroking him slowly. He leaned back smiling, and Janie didn’t seem to be calling it time anytime soon, so I just kept sucking. After a few minutes of everyone making noise, Nick started gasping a bit and with no warning, he came in my mouth a massive amount of cum, it almost puffed out my cheeks and was running down my face. Nick’s friends yelled and laughed as I wiped my face on a shirt on the ground.

I went to the bathroom to clean off my face and pee, then looked at my phone, I had a bunch of missed calls from my bf. The last call he left a voicemail, I listened and he said he was surprising me and was on campus and thought I was in my apartment, and btw where was I at?

I ‘oh shitted’ and stuffed my phone back in my purse and slipped on my dress. I gargled with my drink, spitting out my cum tasting spit in the sink. The BF kept calling and I told everyone I had to take off. I’m assuming they thought I was embarrassed, but I didn’t want to piss the BF off. I left the party and looked down to the parking lot and saw his car, but not him. So, I headed to my apartment and saw him talking to one of my roommates.

I strolled up acting nonchalant and waving. He asked where I was and I played it off, I said I was having a drink and my phone died. We went inside where all my roommates glared at me, probably thinking I was horrible for ditching my BF.

Inside I dodged his kisses as long as I could, but as soon as we were behind closed doors he surprised me and we kissed deeply. I cringed hoping he couldn’t taste anything.

“I missed you,” he said, smiling and drinking a beer my roommate had given him. I felt so nervous.

“I missed you too,” I said. I excused myself to pee and found an old pair of undies in the bathroom and slipped into them and washed my face as best as I could before it started to seem weird.

He explained how he couldn’t wait to come see me and had been thinking about me non stop and he was super horny and dying, and to be honest, I was still riding a crazy high and soaking wet. He kissed me and went right for it, slipping his hand up my dress.

“Wow, you are crazy wet,” he said. I pushed him back and straddled him, kissing him to shut him up. We both struggled with his pants and got him out of them. I quickly sat on his cock hoping it would like negate the other stuff I did so far that night and he wouldn’t notice.

“You can cum inside of me,” I whispered in his ear, knowing it’s a huge thing that he’s never done before. He asked blankly if I was on the pill and I told him I’d started something yeah.

That was enough to push him over the edge. He came before the sentence finished leaving my lips. We collapsed against each other and he was over the top lovey and rubbing my head and running his hand over my stomach and telling me I was amazing. I kind of wanted to roll my eyes.

I stayed next to him, curled against his warm body wishing I was out with Kim still partying, but it was my own fault for not setting these boundaries. I suddenly felt very guilty though. The BF was a good guy and I kind of just fucked him over in a way that would crush him since he was a virgin when we met.

I excused myself and went out into the main room where one roommate was left sleeping on the couch. I raided their vodka from the fridge and guzzled down a few shots worth, then poured two vodka sodas and walked back handing one off to the BF. We sat side by side in an awkward silence for a bit. Then he started telling me how his finals went.

I didn’t know how to stop him from talking, so I asked if I sucked him off if he’d get hard again and we could fuck. He shrugged and said, let’s try!.

So we did.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/czov7a/my_night_of_cheating_and_bad_decisions_fm