**Silence**
The map app says I am 20 minutes away, in a short time I will meet my Goddess.
*What if she is not there?*
*What if your car breaks?*
*What if she doesn’t like you anymore?*
*Stop!*
We are meeting at her hotel, I am so excited!
*Did you jot it down correctly?*
*Are you sure you have the right one?*
*Did she give you the right one?*
*Silence!*
The voices have been with me ever since I can remember. They are my thoughts, doubts, and possibilities running through my mind giving me feedback about my circumstances. It is something I have never been able to shut off.
It is what it is, my mind has worked this way all my life and it has served me well, the voices have given me great advice and warnings. They have also led me astray or made me hesitate too much. They are a double-edged sword.
*Yes, we have helped you!*
*We know best!*
*No, we don’t, we are wrong so many times!*
*Quiet!*
Finally here, time to find a parking spot, I packed lightly, I always do, these will be a couple of wonderful days, I will cherish this moment for as long as I draw breath.
*That won’t last then.*
*You’ll forget anyway.*
*You are diving into this too fast!*
*Enough!*
I walk up to the hotel, automatic doors welcome me inside, I ask the receptionist for directions, she points the way. My Goddess said 214, I take the stairs, the elevator would take too long, I must not waste time.
*What if she said 412?*
*True, we could be dyslexic.*
*We would have noticed it before!*
*It was 214, shut up already!*
Finally here, I knock, my stomach is full of butterflies, I am starting to get a little dizzy, I hear the door unlock and as it opens up, I glimpse at her, beautiful as a summer evening at the beach. Her long hair, a red flame which beckons you to fly closer, like a hopeless moth. Her deep green eyes are reminiscent of a beautiful meadow at the height of spring. Her smile is welcoming as the rising sun in Autumn’s chill.
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“Welcome, my sweet pet,” she says as she opens the door and waves me in, “you are right on time, I like punctuality.”
“Yes, Goddess. I would never make someone of your radiance wait for the likes of me, the likes of lowly mortals.” I say, in deference to her presence. As I close the door behind me, I drop my backpack on the couch and get on my knees.
“Don’t talk yourself down like that! You are my pet, and as such, you are special, come and give me a kiss” She demands as she approaches me, wearing a striking red dress, made of soft fabric, she is wearing no underwear, I can see her nipples clearly, I start to stir between my legs.
“It is my pleasure, Goddess!” I proclaim and I stand up and embrace her as we lock lips. Her embrace is warm and sheltering, she always makes me feel safe. Her lips are soft and wet, we passionately kiss, my breathing becoming irregular and jagged, the heat from our breath forming a dance of nearly imperceptible grandeur.
“You are already so excited, my cute pet. I can see this cock wants inside of me greatly. But it will have to wait, I come first, you will serve me, you will make me cum, and later tonight, you will reap your reward. Understood?” she explains as she plays with the bulge in my pants.
“Yes, Goddess!” I agree as she takes me to the edge of the bed. We kiss more, although she is an inch shorter than I, at 5’9”, she is strong, deceptively strong for someone of a smaller frame than mine. I like this, strong women are very sexy.
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I start to undress her, from top to bottom, I kiss her shoulders as I remove the strap, one kiss on each side, my Goddess deserves all my attention in equal measure, I move to the breasts, her wonderful full breasts, her nipples are such a joy to kiss and suck on, I feel them getting harder and harder, a sign my Goddess is enjoying herself, it always brings bliss to know I can do this for her.
I move to kiss her tummy, she smells like honeysuckles, sweet memories of childhood spring, the dress falls off and I kiss her legs, her knees, and her feet, I suck on each toe, worshiping. She wiggles a little bit.
“Yes, my pet, that feels good, my feet need some loving, I have walked in heels all day!” she explains, as a low moan escapes her breath.
I focus and pay some attention to her feet, spend a moment massaging them, as her moans grow slightly wilder. I take a short moment to take off my clothes, it would not do to not feel our naked bodies touch as I work on her. I proceed to kiss the inside of her legs as I make my way up, when I reach her nether regions, I can smell her fluids, she is so wet, I briefly kiss the area around her labia, brush my beard a little bit on her oh so sensitive lips, I can see swelling start to happen as the blood flow increases, a good sign. But not yet, I must make my way up, I keep on kissing and make a short stop at her belly button. I play with it with my tongue for a moment, she wiggles around and lets out a little yelp, what a cute sound!
Back up to her breasts, her nipples are rock solid, a little soft teeth action makes her jump and she smiles. Next, her neck, she is so sensitive in that area, I give it soft pecks, as my throbbing erection is now brushing against her labia and pubic hair, that sensation is heavenly!
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I produce much precum when I am this excited, some of it coats my Goddess’s precious place. I move up to kiss her lips again, and our eyes lock. At that moment, our souls see into each other, we know who we are and how much we care, this moment is perfect and infinite in space and time. The spell breaks a few seconds later.
“You are teasing me, my pet!” she says during the exhale of a moan. “I need your wonderful tongue and fingers down there, you want to make me happy, don’t you?”
“Yes, my wonderful and delicious Goddess!” I reply, and make my way down to my prize!
I have never known anyone that gets so wet as my Goddess, she is soaking, I start by licking and slurping some of the juices, she is so tasty!. I proceed to make passes with my tongue as if licking icecream, she seems to like this motion quite a bit, I feel encouraged and make the motion some more, her clitoris is getting more swollen and opening up, inviting me.
I stop to think for a split second, all my doubts and insecurities which are in the back of my mind at pretty much all times, vanish at this sight, there is nothing more honest and welcoming in the world as the way a woman’s body reacts to your advances, it is beautiful and soothing beyond measure. It makes you realize you have a place in the world, makes you realize how wanted you can be by another. In short, it is an assurance for my lizard brain that I am doing something right.
Enough distraction.
She is playing with my hair as I give the area around the clitoris some attention, some pressure above, some on the sides. I absolutely love when she plays with my hair, the rougher she gets, the more I know I am giving her pleasure. After some time, the fingers in my right hand decide to make their appearance, I start with one finger while my tongue is still playing around the hood. Her moans grow louder and louder, her hands on my head more forceful by the second. Let’s introduce some more fingers and start focusing on the little gal under the hood.
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Her hips start wildly shaking, my left-hand goes up to her breasts, she responds with more moans and more violent hip movements. We are getting close, I introduce a third finger and my tongue begins to more passionately and rapidly flick up and down. My fingers going in and out in more forceful motions, as I know my Goddess enjoys.
She starts to get more vocal, her moans no longer just moans but actual screams of pleasure and ecstasy…
There is a moment before lighting strikes, if you have never been close to one, you might not fully understand the feeling. There is a calm, there is an almost unnatural silence, your hairs stand up and the moment feels like an eternity, time is relative after all. When it finally strikes, an explosion of bright energy comes down crashing!
That is how my Goddess comes, her orgasms are full-bodied and so vivid, her muscles contracting around my fingers, thankful and loving. Her screams of pleasure get louder and louder, just like thunder after a lightning strike.
When finally she calms down, it is the calm after the storm.
“Come up here and kiss me, my dear pet!” she asks in a state of bliss.
I go up to her and I can see in her eyes that I have done a good job, I have been a good pet. I kiss her passionately and wildly, we embrace, she hugs me and we cuddle for a moment. These post-orgasm cuddles are heavenly moments for me, I have never felt as loved as I do in that embrace. She reaches down to my erection and feels the tip, I, of course, have precum on it, she gathers it up and brings it to her mouth.
“You taste yummy, my pet” she smiles and kisses me, I can taste a little bit of my precum on her tongue and it is a pleasant taste, our tongues sharing in the joy.
“You are the most magnificent being I have ever laid eyes upon, Goddess,” I say, “ask anything of me and I will do it, anything!”.
My Goddess smiles at me and says “Can you wait a little bit longer to be pleased down there?” she asks “We should go get dinner before too late”.
I nod.
“Get on all fours and show me your ass,” she demands.
I comply, she starts playing with my anus, one finger, and some lube, she is careful of course and as she goes deeper and deeper, she asks me how I feel. My moans are answer enough, still, I tell her it feels amazing.
“I want you to wear a toy in here while we go to dinner, would you do that for me, pet?” she whispers in my ear, the heat of her breath making my mind race.
“Yes Goddess, it would be my pleasure,” I say, short of breath as my excitement rises.
“Good, my dear. You need to be actively trained as a pet, stagnation is death. I know you want to be the best pet possible. We will do a small one, I want you to be as comfortable as possible, my sweet.”
She proceeds to insert a silicone plug inside of me, the pressure feels amazing. It is such a wonderful feeling, this is very new to me but very welcomed.
We get dressed and head towards the door.
I halt in my tracks, stupefied.
“Something wrong, pet?” she asks with concern “Does the plug hurt, my delicate and sweet boy?”
My mind is racing, I have not heard the voices for a while, they are not bothering me, when did they stop?. For once in my life I am not hesitating, I am not second-guessing, My Goddess and I are truly alone with each other, not even my paranoid thoughts intruding in our bliss.
I realize, my Goddess is more than beautiful, more than caring, more than sweet, more than exhilaratingly arousing. She also brings me peace, she erases my doubts and fears. She brings the quiet I yearn for. The silence.
“You are Silence, Goddess” I mindlessly blurt out, still deep in thought.
“What is that, my pet?”
This is going to be a wonderful weekend getaway. I think to myself.
Source: reddit.com/r/eroticliterature/comments/cs5g8f/silence_short_story_fm_femdom_bdsm