Daniel released my legs but kept his hard-on pressed against me and settled nicely between my legs. He stayed stern, staring at me, anticipating what I might say in reply to his thought that I wanted this. His eyes, though intense, were sincere and I couldn’t help but blush when remembering all things he’d already done, they ways he’d touched me… and my vulgar reaction to it all. I looked away in embarassment, once again trying to cover myself a bit. I tried to scoot away but was stopped soon by the headboard.
“So you still won’t admit how you’re feeling?” He asked in obvious annoyance, leaning back down toward me, “Even with how undeniably turned on you’ve been? Even after all the noises you’ve made and the way you said my name earlier? Come on Max, after all these years, are you trying to tell me you haven’t thought of this even once?”
I had. Of course I had. Daniel’s always been there for me, always been so attractive, how could I not? I wouldn’t dare though. He’s always been my best friend. How could I risk losing him over something like that? I didn’t want to ruin it. And… I don’t think I can let him ruin it any further now.
“That’s not the point, Danny.” I try saying sternly with a glare.
“So you *had* thought of it.” He said almost victoriously as he leaned down further, bringing his face incredibly close to mine.
I turned my head at the last second and his lips lightly grazed my cheek and I could tell he was upset.
“Why are you still-”
“Because” I snap, interrupting him, “Do you want to destroy our friendship? Danny, there is no going back after-”
“I know!” He nearly shouts, startling me a bit as I look up and find him glaring, “I know it would. That’s why I haven’t done anything till now. But for years I’ve seen you be with these shitty guys and put up with the idea and knowing of how even they’ve been able to touch you when I couldn’t. Then there was Patrick. That was the final straw. He was a total piece of shit. I even recall that time you told be where he surprised you with anal for the first time, without asking, and how bad it hurt you. Then he goes and cheats on you? I’ve had enough! I’d rather ruin our friendship than be forced to see you with another fucking shitty guy!”
He then snatches my wrists and yanks my hands away from my chest and pins them on both sides of me, leaving my breasts bare and exposed again.
“Wait, Dan-”
I’m stopped dead in my tracks as Daniel smashes his mouth against mine. I could feel my heart race in shock and tried to shack my wrists and head to try and get him to stop to no avail. Then he started grinding hard against me as he shoved his tongue into my mouth, entangling it with mine. My face grew warm and the tingling sensation began to come back and seemed to travel through out my body. The feeling and thought of Daniel grinding and rubbing against me caused my mind to start buzzing with eagerness and fear.
After what seemed like forever, Daniel finally pulled his mouth away.
“I want you to forget every way any one of those guys had touched you.” He said, his breathing had become shakey and hoarse, “I want you to only remember my touch.”
He then lowered his head an began kissing my neck. I could only imagine the face I made as I felt him nearly sink his teeth into my neck and I turned my head in a half-assed attempt to stop him. It did nothing besides give him an opening and I felt as he kissed me behind my ear, causing me to quiver. He then bit my lobe and began to lick my ear, even inside, causing me to tense up and I let out a small whimper. It seemed to only excite him as he travelled down my neck to my breasts and I could feel my breathing grow heavy. As he began to kiss and tease me with his tongue I tried to fight his grip on my wrists again but he was still unmoving. His warm breath on my naked skin caused a sudden burst of arousal and I stopped trying to fight at all.
It felt so good… Daniel was so good.
He must have noticed I stopped fighting him because he releases my wrists and scoots ever so slightly away. He doesn’t stop though. He begins to travel and his lips stop right before my skirt. He sits up and, before I can regain the sense to stop him, slides my skirt and panties from my waist in one swift motion. I nearly gasp and begin to sit up as he forces my legs wide open. Quickly, he bends down and I feel as his tongue starts playing with my clit and my whole body begin to shake with pleasure. His hands hold my legs in place wide open and I’m completely at his mercy. My body begins to twitch as his tongue explores my pussy and I begin to lose all conciousness about the situation, my mind going fuzzy.
He stops for a second and I think he’s done but instead I feel him thrust his fingers inside me again, his motion much quicker and harder this time and I can’t help but begin to moan as I close my eyes, enjoying myself more than I know I should. The quick paced flicking of his finger inside hitting me in just the right spot.
I feel him sit up a little more and I open my eyes ever so slightly and find him, one hand still fingering me, digging him the pocket of the jeans he’d taken off and watch as he pulls out a condom and quickly brings it up to his mouth and tears open the wrapper.
“*WAIT!*” I panic, jumping away from him, my eyes feeling like they’ve bugged out of my head.
My plea doesn’t seem to stop him though and he yanks down his boxers, exposing his hard cock, and puts on the condom anyway. I turn around automatically in shock from what I’d seen and bend over to try to bury my, what I can only imagine is very red, face into the pillow behind me. I actually saw it. I’d actually just seen Daniel’s penis.
“What are you doing?” Daniel asks, genuinely curious.
“I can’t do this, Danny.” I say anxiously, voice muffled by the pillow.
“Your body and reaction earlier seemed to be telling me otherwise.” He said sternly and I could feel the bed shift behind me and his presence so close I could feel the heat of his body against my lower back.
“I’m not gonna keep playing this with you.” He said with a heavy sigh and I felt him suddenly grab my hips tightly, “I can deal with this position too.”
“W-Wait!” I start to say, panicking, yanking my face away from the pillow, “What do you mea-?!”
I’m interrupted by the sudden force of Daniel lifting me on to my hands and knees, my hips high in the air facing him. I feel him slide another finger in me and my body jolts. He plays with me again, causing me to moan, for only a minute before pulling out his finger but my legs have already grown shakey.
“I can’t wait anymore, Max.” He says and suddenly I feel him line himself up behind me and thrust himself inside me.
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