A true account of a solo adventure [F] written for deployed [M] husband

I [33F] sent this via email to my deployed-for-6months husband [35M]. Every bit of it happened and/or is true to our life.

Hey Darling. As promised, here is a little fodder for the imagination.

I was feeling aroused on my sick day at home alone. I considered my options and decided that your advice to utilize the shower head was good advice; this dirty girl needed a shower anyway.

I started my adventure by watching some porn videos of men getting fucked in the amazon position. There was one in particular where this bombshell hot chick fucked her husband while he was tied up with his legs up. I imagined they were us, but not wanting to rush myself through the process of self-pleasure, I just enjoyed the building throb and wetness between my legs, and watched without touching. 

I then grabbed my bag of toys and headed off for the shower. I decided to get clean first, but before I started, I took my smooth, stainless steel buttplug, applied a crystal clear dollop of lube, and eased it into my ass. You see, I’d read it can enhance arousal to do activities of daily life with a buttplug in. I was pleasantly surprised to confirm that anecdote. I loved how it made my pussy throbbing all the more evident, and every which way I moved while I showered, I could feel it there. I wondered to myself what you might think if we were out together and you knew I was wearing it. I remember so fondly how it feels to be horny with you for a whole date, and then the filling pleasure of you slamming fully into me the first time – and I can only imagine how much more amazing that might be with the buttplug in.

I washed my body and my hair. Being so sensually attuned, the hot soapy water streaming down over my naked breasts while my ass was plugged was a delight. I wanted to take my time, but thinking of you, I couldn’t help but let my hand move down to my wet pussy and slide up and down my clit. Once I was finished washing up, I then wanted to feel full. Oh wow, you have no idea how much more I enjoy YOU filling me up, but hey I have the equipment to cope now so I lubed up and slid in my other latest toy. I stood there, pulsing, under the hot water, just enjoying the sensations. 

I lightly pinched and rubbed and flicked my nipples. When I’m with you, it’s such a key part of the experience for me, but on my own it’s been a learning curve of how to do it so I enjoy it. While I often prefer your touch on my nipples to be firm and sometimes even a little painful, when I’m playing with myself the touch has to be light and playful. Just a repetitive graze really.

(All the while I’m thinking of how I can include you in this solo adventure. At this moment is when I began to think of how I could write you an email – this email – with all the sordid details. You see, I like exerting a little control even over the atlantic. I want you to know that I know how very able I am to give you a big raging boner and make you need to touch yourself. And then I picture you getting intimate in the shower because of my words…)

(Incidentally, have I told you I’ve been fantasizing a little about teasing you, teasing you, teasing you until finally I let you come, all over my tits? that was never something I wanted but lately, I don’t know….)

So anyway, then I reach behind and start to pump my ass a little, slowly, with the buttplug. It’s so smooth glides so nicely, and the feeling is indescribable. I feel so incredibly sexy at this point. I’m filled right up, but my clit is still pulsing with need. I’ve left her for last because I know she’s a short fuse ready to blow at the slightest spark. I touch a little bit, fuck myself with my toys a little bit, and look up plaintively at the shower head. Is it time? Is it going to be too much with all the stimulation I have going on? I don’t know. Last time I used the shower head, home alone, I brought myself to a screaming orgasm and was weak in the knees. I’m hoping for a repeat.

So I turn the dial until the water is pulsing and concentrated into one jet of satisfaction guaranteed. I use my left hand to spread my lips and let the water pour over my clit in a moment only describable as wow. I immediately feel my ass throbbing around my plug, and my pussy quivering. That must be the feeling  on your cock that you described to me the other day. At this point I’m blind with pleasure but I don’t take the water jet away. I can’t help but moan aloud in increasing pitch. Before I can even see it coming I’m in full, sustained orgasm. My knees weak, my ass and pussy clenched, my clit totally flooded with feeling. My nipples harder than they ever have been.

I smile as I take out my purple faux dick and sweet silver plug. I know you’d love to see me right now, so satisfied. You’d be damn proud of me. Only three weeks until I can blow your mind with my body. I can barely wait but I’m glad to get some good orgasms in while I’m waiting.

And if this account wasn’t enough for you? For the exhibitionist in you, I’m going to put it on sexy Reddit under my sex pseudonym. You have my permission to see if you can find it.

Writing this has me dripping again, so I better go take care of myself. I wonder what I’ll get up to this time?

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/cdjjgf/a_true_account_of_a_solo_adventure_f_written_for