My Very First Orgasm… With A Partner [FM] [BDSM]

Yesterday was an amazing day! And I’d like to share my experience with all of you.

Quick context: I always been self conscious about orgasming and masterbating because I started exploring pleasure when I was fairly young and it was riddled with many negative emotions until I was much older. I’ve orgasmed many many a time, but only when I’ve been by myself. Over the last few years I’ve been on quite the journey of sexual self discovery which has led me to explore my bdsm kink, recently finding a dom to treat me like the good little slut I am, and today, finally letting go enough to orgasm during sex/play with someone else.

ONTO THE FUN STUFF:
As I was getting ready for Daddy’s arrival he messaged me saying he was eager to come over and start playing. By the time he got to my apartment, I was almost ready but not quite. I got the most important stuff done, shaving, showering, and getting my biggest (2.5”) plug in. I opened the door, teaming with anticipation, but without my hair or makeup done or my slutty outfit on. I figured that probably meant punishment ?.

Daddy came in and ordered me to get on the bed and teased me with some kisses. He explained I was going to get punished for not being ready, for making him wait, and I already knew I was getting punished for being late the last time I saw him. I also hadn’t found someone for him to play with while I was also in the room tied up and blindfolded, admittedly I hadn’t been looking for his toy at all. I’d been a bad girl, and bad girls get punished. He strapped me to the bed, face up, legs wide open, clothespinned my nipples and my clit, and selected my newest toy, a wand, from my dresser.

As Daddy tied me down the plug kept slipping out and he told me I need to work on keeping it in and there would be consequences if I didn’t. Yes, Daddy. He switched on the wand and started teasing my clit. After all this anticipation the vibration felt so good and made my whole body come alive. I bit my lip and started grinding on the toy. Daddy teased and toyed with me using all of the wands intensity settings. At the highest setting I’d writhe in my restraints overwhelmed at the intensity, at the lowest setting I was aching for more. Each time the plug slipped out (which was a lot) Daddy would take a second to push it back in as far as it would go and give me a stern look of warning. More punishment. The sensation of the plug gong back in, opening me up took my breath away and left me gasping each and every time.

Daddy had a lot of fun with me here; all tied up, completely at his mercy. He was in full control. He alternated between pressing the pulsating wand into my clit, pushing the plug deeper in, pinching the clothespins on my nipples, choking me, leaning in and kissing me, and slapping me while telling me I’d been a bad girl this week. So many sensations all at once, my attention went from my ass feeling full, to his strong hand around my neck, to my overwhelmed clit, back to my ass, to my aching nipples, to Daddy who was clearly enjoying himself and just getting started, back to my clit and so on. I couldn’t focus on anything long enough to really register the pain or the pleasure. I melted into the medley of confusion and sensation; the blending of pain and pleasure felt so good. After Daddy had had his fun teasing me he stood up and slowly took of his belt.

I think he knew the anticipation of a strike of his belt is almost as painful as the blows themselves so he took his time. Without warning the first blow landed on my inner thigh, inches from my pussy which by now was dripping wet and getting wetter. A handful of blows in, my thighs were burning, my pussy was throbbing, and was making that sound that starts out as a cry of pain but quickly turns into a deep moan. He was using more force than last time. Another blow landed and another frenzied moan escaped my lips. “Not a sound” I hear from next to me. Fuck. I knew that was going to be hard. I lasted maybe another two slaps of the belt before I couldn’t contain the sound anymore. Bad girl. That meant more punishment later. But it hurt so good ?.

After Daddy was satisfied with round one of punishment he untied me and brought me to my knees in front of him. I eyed his bulge as he took his cock out; it had been about a month since I’d last had him in my mouth, which was far too long and I couldn’t get him in my mouth fast enough. He tasted good and something about his cock in my mouth felt right. All the other cocks I’d been practicing on as of late were great, but none compared to Daddy’s. His cock is my favorite, no contest. He was already hard but I felt him grow harder in my mouth. Daddy scolded me for letting my deepthroating abilities get rusty, but I could tell my overall technique was still on point as he was moaning in no time.

Bringing him in and out of my mouth, I grew more aroused as he did; I love making Daddy feel good. Just as I was really getting into it, he grabbed me by my hair, pulled me off him, and said “Take the plug out and bend over the bed”. It was time for round two.

I did as I was told trying not to think too much about the next round of inevitable pain from the belt. Instead I felt Daddy pushing his cock into my ass, so I tilted my hips up and did my best to relax my muscles so he could slide it. It had been a while since I’d been taken in the ass so it was a tight fit for sure. Daddy ramped up speed and strength, forcing me open to accept him. Just as quickly as it started, it stopped and Daddy came around the bed to offer me his cock.

“Don’t move. Don’t make a sound.” What? Suddenly I felt the sting of his belt on my ass. Startled and unprepared I yelped and bucked my hips away from the pain. Daddy paused and shot me a look of warning. Right, I remembered his words from mere seconds ago, “don’t move, don’t make a sound”. *Fuck*, Daddy was really testing me today. Unlike other play sessions, this time reacting to punishment begot more punishment… my favorite. I managed to stay quiet and focus on sucking Daddy’s cock for the next few strikes, but quickly the fog of sensation grew and I couldn’t focus on my orders. On the next blow I yelped and ever so slightly flinched from the pain.

“What did I say?” I heard Daddy scold in a pointed yet controlled tone. Daddy pulled me off the bed, got me on my knees, and shoved his throbbing cock deep down my throat until I choked. He pulled me back by my hair and asked “What did you do wrong?” I looked up at him passed his extended cock and into his eyes. “I made a noise” I responded. Wordlessly he brought my mouth to him again for a few seconds while I did my best to apologize for my mistake with expert flicks with my tongue and strokes with my mouth until he told me to get back over the bed. A handful more strikes and I made sure to keep quiet. It took all I had in me to silently accept my punishment but I did it. Daddy came back around the bed to look into my eyes inquisitively, “more?” he challenged. It’s one of my favorite things in the world to answer that question with a stubborn “yes please, Daddy” and a little smirk on my face, but I couldn’t do it this time. Daddy had brought me to my limit. I looked up, feeling defeated and used, said no, and solidified my answer with my safe word. “Good girl”.

Then Daddy climbed on the bed and seemed to settle in as he knew I’d take care of him now. I crawled over, ass still stinging, and went to work on his cock. Daddy allowed me to get into it this time and I happily kissed, licked, and sucked to my hearts content. I took him in and out of my mouth while simultaneously using one hand to jerk him off and the other to toy with his balls. I sucked and bobbed, taking him all the way in my mouth, all the way down my throat until he started moaning with more urgency. I’d then let my hands go to work on his shaft as my mouth and tongue focused on his balls, his ass, and that little sweet spot in between. I had definitely been improving and Daddy could tell.

I was so focused on my work I didn’t notice Daddy reach for the wand until he handed it to me already vibrating. “Play with yourself and don’t stop sucking me. Focus on both”. Yes, Daddy. My mouth and one hand went back to work on him while the other positioned the vibration in the exact right spot. Before long I was moaning and grinding on the wand while my head still bobbed up and down taking in as much of Daddy’s cock as I could. I could have stayed here, doing this, for the rest of the day, but Daddy was nowhere near done with me. I continued to grind on the glorious vibration while daddy got up and got something from my pile of toys; I didn’t see what because all my attention was now on my throbbing clit.

Next think I knew I felt something probing the entrance to my ass. After a few short pushes something slid in filling me up. I could tell it was my dildo that I usually use to practice deepthroating, so it’s pretty thick and very long. At first this invasion felt like it was just that; an invasion. He slowly started pumping it in and out all while I was still grinding on the vibrator and I finally started to relax. My ass opened to accept the dildo and soon enough I was pushing back on it, it was hitting just the right spot. An urgent sense of semi-comfortable fullness was replaced by a deep and desperate need for more. Harder, faster, further. I could feel myself getting close.

Between the vibrator on my clit and the dildo ramming my ass I knew I wasn’t going to last much longer. I think Daddy sensed that too so he pushed the dildo as far in as it would go and tucked the remaining part that wouldn’t fit in my ass into my panties, securing the dildo in place and continuously exerting a push on it. Daddy stepped back and watched the rest unfold, admiring his work from afar I assume. I was bombarded with building pleasure as I was frantically grinding and bucking on the wand ever inching myself closer to that much needed release. Time slowed and simultaneously sped up, it took forever and also no time at all until I was on the brink. “Can I cum, Daddy?” I pleaded desperately. “Yes you may”. Before he could finish that last word the orgasm came crashing through my body radiating from my pussy to my fingertips and toes. Wave after wave if intense pleasure had me moaning so loud I was practically screaming all the while I trying to say “Thank you, Daddy” but I’m not even sure I got those words out. As the waves slowed and calmed I came back into my body, back into the room, back under Daddy’s control. I collapsed onto the bed, shut off the wand, and looked up at my dom, my Daddy, my source of pain and pleasure. Then he said my two favorite words, “good girl”.

I took a moment to savor the pleasure and the echos of my orgasm before I refocused on Daddy who was now laying in front of me. It was his turn. I quickly got back into the rhythm I had before using both my hands, my mouth, and my tongue to expertly draw the pleasure out of Daddy. I gripped harder and stroked faster and wrapped my lips around his shaft. He moaned deeply as I looked up at him and we locked eyes. He was getting close. When he asked, I told him he should cum in my ass then immediately went back to sucking him off for a few more seconds as a tease and a challenge to not cum right then and there.

He positioned himself behind me and slid right in. He started slow but quickly got faster as he neared orgasm. The sensation of my ass feeling full and being rammed once again drove my mind back to my explosive orgasm. That memory happily bounced around my mind as Daddy continued his pounding on my ass. Remembering it was my turn to focus on and take care of him, I put the thought of my orgasm aside and squeezed his cock as hard as I could. After a few more strokes I felt Daddy’s cock twitch just before he exploded inside me. His cum filled my ass as he groaned in ecstasy.

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I hope you enjoyed my story. I’d love to hear feedback about what you liked and what you didn’t.

This was a super exciting milestone for me since I had never cum with a partner before. At some point in my college years I figured something was wrong with me and accepted that I’d just have to live with orgasm-less sex for the rest of my life, only getting true release from masterbating alone. But with some adjustments to my mindset and a very patient and caring dom, he and I were able to prove that wrong, and I for one could not be more excited.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/c6f2j3/my_very_first_orgasm_with_a_partner_fm_bdsm