dependence

mc is FtM.

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You’re in heaven.

“*Alex*,” you gasp, the sheets of your soulmate’s bed balled up inside your hands. Your chest heaves as shuddering breaths release from your agape mouth. “Oh, *Alex*!”

His head looks so good between your scarred thighs. You know you don’t deserve this. You know you don’t deserve any of it. But you’ve succumbed to your urges once again and lost yourself, succumbed to his touch, thus here you were writhing in pleasure against his tongue on your clit. You think about how disgusting you are as you throw your head back and emit another loud, whoreish moan.

He digs his fingernails into your thighs then, and you know you’ve annoyed him. Yet, how lucky you are for him to keep eating you out despite your misbehavior. You stifle your moans, which turn into high pitched breaths and squeaks as you buck your hips against them. He hugs them tighter to keep you still, sucking on your clit and gazing at you with a look that you know is complete and utter contempt. “I love you,” you sigh, smiling. “Thank you,” you breathe, thighs trembling.

He closes his eyes and drags the flat of his tongue between the lips of your pussy, driving you wild. He’s good at everything he does, he knows just how to work you and how to make you scream. You don’t know how or why God made you so lucky despite all you’ve been through. But you know he sent you an angel. Your thighs tighten around his head, you know you’re going to come soon with every flick of his tongue driving you further and further to the edge. He senses this and uses one hand to grope your right breast, while the other suddenly penetrates you with two fingers and fucks you. “*Ooooh*,” you gasp, not withholding your moans anymore, something he’ll surely punish you for.

You’re coming. “*Fuck*!” You shriek, completely losing control. You’ve reached your peak, and were now gasping rapidly. Your world spinning, you place your hands on his head, the only thing keeping you here. Your entire body convulses with pleasure, your orgasm crashing upon you like waves, over and over and over. You pull his head closer, although he can’t get closer enough. As you ride out your orgasm, his beautiful eyes are on you; half-lidded and bored. Every orgasm he’s ever given you feels like the first. Your legs twitch involuntarily as he glides his tongue up your slit, coating it in your cum. He rises from his position, getting on top of you.

You know what he’s going to do, the act embedded into your constant ritual. You smile and stick out your tongue, gazing up at him lovingly with an “*Ahhh*.” He spits in your mouth, and you swallow. Everything is foggy, but you feel you’re the happiest boy in the world. You’re certain that you’re addicted by now; you can hardly go an hour without fantasizing about his dick, and today you believe you’ve reached a new low, rushing to his apartment after receiving a simple text just to get fucked like this. Your pussy is still dripping wet, and you hope the next thing inside it can be his thick, hard cock.

“I missed you today..” you confess, reaching up to brush your fingers against his cheek. He merely pushes your hand away, but that’s alright. A disgusting whore like you doesn’t deserve to touch him anyway.

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im ashamed i write things like this but sometimes its the only thing that can keep me calm when my mind is very loud so in a way its therapeutic to me. lol. feedback very appreciated

Source: reddit.com/r/eroticliterature/comments/brr1oz/dependence