How I came Out..lesbian [FF]

Since I was 12 years old, I knew I was not attracted to men. I was a lesbian through and through but society’s pressure meant I could never come out in the open.

Years went by, I dated a few men, just to seem normal, in the hopes, I’ll feel ‘normal’ but it never happened. Guys liked me, but I never felt anything for them.

Fast forward a few years and my family is pushing me to get married as I reach my 30s. I was just 22 lol

Anyway, I couldn’t do anything about it. I thought I should not fight it and maybe let them find a guy for me. They did, a handsome man, who was well-off and seemed like a catch, for a straight woman. Oh well, I married the man

However, from day one, things weren’t good. I remember the first time he kissed me and I felt gross and felt even worse when I felt his cock.

No matter what happens, I can never like the feeling.

So as you can imagine it wasn’t a great start. We did have sex eventually, but I was never into it and he could tell. He fought over it numerous times and I honestly tired my best to do something about it. Nothing happened.

I just could not do it.

A few years down the line, with no baby, no sex life, no love life, I was busy in work. My husband would go on business trips while I would masturbate to lesb porn.

One day, her younger cousin came to live with us. She had just turned 19 and joined a college in our city. I was happy, as another person’s presence always helped to ease tension. She was a nice girl and we respected one another.

One day, my husband had to go on a business trip. I looked forward since I could masturbate.

First day he went, I took a shower, wore my lingerie and started masturbating to some lesb porn. I didn’t remember the cousin was at home. My door was open and I was getting horny.

I suddenly heard a noise, stopped masturbating and went outside and saw her cousin running back to her room. She probably saw me masturbating and I didn’t know what to do. However, the thought of a women watching me, made me even hornier.

Next day, I kept my door even more open and started playing with myself… I heard her footsteps just outside. After I finished, I heard her go to her room. I followed and her door was also open, inside she was fingering herself. Her eyes were closed, but I think she knew I was there. Seeing her naked turned me on so much, her beautiful pussy.. it was like my body was on fire. Right there and then, I started fingering myself and moaning.

As I moaned louder and louder, she moaned with me, It was surreal.

It was like both of us came together…I ran back to my room.. still breathing heavily, thinking what had just happened..I masturbated all night thinking about it.

This became a session between us. Every night, either she would come outside my room to see me masturbate .. or I’ll go to see her.

It was getting tense between us, there was too much fire…

A week before my hubby was coming back.. I was watching her masturbate.. suddenly this time she looked at me.. as she fingered herself… for a good 5 mins….until she closed her eyes and came… I couldnt help myself.. as she lay there, I went near her picked her leg up… and start to lick her wetness off her thigh until I reached her pussy and start to lick it like a bitch on fire.. I was… first time licking pussy I went crazy.. she moaned and asked me to stop, telling me its wrong.. she always called me sis, but it made even hotter… I started fingering her pussy, Turned her around in doggystyle and started licking her asss, I went crazyyy

Until my hubby came we did this all day and all night..

When the hubby came back, we still couldnt keep our hands off each other. I would try to come home early so I can be with her.

Unfortunately, one day, the hubby saw us… I finally came out, told her it can’t work. I left my marriage and was with his cousin for a while until, she told me she was bisexual and wanted a guy for the long run. I am now single af and on the market :)

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/bngmfu/how_i_came_outlesbian_ff