[M]y first (and las[T]) big dick.

It’s been a while since my last post.
This one is about living out my fantasies and biting of more than I could swallow ( figuratively speaking).

Edit: wall of text.

One of my fantasies is Cocks. BIG Cocks.
I went looking for a guy with the proper schlong, but since it’s me it took about 6 months until I found someone I vibed with and who didn’t flake or did drugs or was a creep.
Let’s call Mr. Big “Joe”. I’ve found him online and he had a thing for “girls” like me. And he also had an absolute unit he commanded with his loins.

7.5″ long 1.5″ wide and circumcised with a pointy head. Also, he was 6’1″ and was a highschool wrestler. He still had that brawly vibe

We skyped back and forth and finally found a date that worked for the both of us. I wanted it to be special for me so I shopped for some lingerie for the occasion. White garter belt, white stockings a lacey white g-string and a fitting corsage. So the Friday arrives and it’s 7Pm when I’m still getting ready. The doorbell rings and I let him in, wearing only a blue shift dress, the set and high heels.
He immediately checks me out and starts grinning. He even brought me a flower. A dandelion he picked from the frontlawn.

I tell him to sit on the couch while I get drinks.
I return with the drinks and we chat about this and that. He wears a tight T-Shirt and Khaki Pants. His hands were huge almost paw like. I was totally fascinated and touched them. I already felt small sitting next to him and felt soooo good. Out of nowhere he gently strokes my cheek and grabs my neck. My eyes turned wide and I was instantly turned on. He pulled me down to his crotch. “Blow me hun” he said. I nervously unzipped his pants and his piston sprung out.

OH

MY

GOD

It was enormous. Like: I couldn’t close one hand around it, I needed both of them. ?? He was a shower and he was already pretty hard. I guess my outfit did it’s job ;)

I can’t believe it and start stroking and admiring his cock. I touched it carefully. It was steaming hot and pulsating. I couldn’t help myself I had to blow it. I just had to. So I did. I slurped away at his tip. He lays his head back and starts to moan.
I try to go deeper because I like that. But I can’t get beyond 1/3 of it. I try pushing but it doesn’t help. Even with Joe pushing it didn’t work.

“I really wanna do this” I said while looking into his brown eyes. So I got up and laid over the couche’s edge so my head was over the edge and my throat would be straight. He kneels before me and slowly puts it in. He goes as far as he easily could, I am already having trouble breathing ? he was unlike anything I ever had before. I put my hands on his ass and pull him in. It really hurts my jaw. But I keep going. He grabs my torso and pushes. I try swallowing to ease him in. And it slowly works. Everyonce on a while he pulls out glistening wet from my spit so I can breathe and then he pushes it back in. But there was no way in hell he would get deeper than half the way. My throat hurt not in a good way and I learned that I enjoy breathing.

But I’m still horny as hell and after all that time I was very curious. “Joe, this doesn’t work.” Joe was enjoying himself nevertheless. I excused myself to the bedroom, dropped the dress and grabbed the lube.
When I came back I was sporting my sexy outfit on full display and Joe liked it.

“Listen he said, it’s not the first time that this happens” Joe said.
“Shut up and get naked” I said with a smile.
“But,…”
“I’m on a mission” I interrupted him.
He didn’t say no to that. So now he’s sitting naked on my couch with his flesh rocket about to take off. I lubed it properly, pulled the thong aside and slowly lowered myself down. The tip was easy and felt reeeeaaaaally good. I felt his heartbeat inside of me. I like to think he was a little nervous. Although I prepared myself he was large. He was big. He was really big. And he already stretched me good. I fucking loved it, I felt so empowered. So naturally I want all of it and I continue to swallow his dick with my butt. Now the stretching was hardly bearable. It still felt amazing but those extra few inches put me on the edge. Joe starts rubbing my back to ease me in. I hold it there and start “air riding” him with mini strokes without going deeper. 5 minutes in my legs start to get weak so I pull him out and drop to the floor. I felt so empty. And I liked it better full so I kneel in front of Joe wiggeling my butt in front of him to get him to do me doggystyle. And he does. His big hands spread my cheeks and he puts his tip in. It felt amazing to have the urge, to be filled again, fulfilled. “Are you ok? You’re really tense” he says.
“I’m just nervous” “relax, you’ll like this” his grip tightens and he pushes his dick back in. Gently but relentlessly. I start moaning loudly. “Told you you’d like it” he says. I put my ass up in the air and lay my head on the floor. Joe starts to fuck me slowly, using about half his length. He grabs my hips and pulls me on his dick and then he pushes me out again. He’s literally moving me. All the while I pant heavily. He’s just so fucking huge. Usually after a while the individual sensation stops and you just feel “dicked” but with Joe it was different. He felt great with every single thrust it was kind of like sensory overload.
After a minute or two I come from his gentle fucking. I feel a prickling sensation followed by warmth all over my body. My face was flushing red.

I am getting lazy and lay on the floor. Joe is so tightly engulfed that I pull him down with me despite the lube. He pulls out with a wet “plopp”, grabs a pillow and puts it under my hips. He puts his tip back in and tortures me by only fucking me with it.
“Ready?” He asks. And rocks his hip forward thrusting his dick halfway back in. I squeak followed by a long moan, because, again, the sensation is overwhelming. He slowly pulls out and rocks his hip forward again. This boy knew how to wield a flesh sword. Less squeaky this time but the moaning grew louder. I closed my eyes and enjoyed the treatment. He felt so deep. It wasn’t long till my toes cramped and my load moaning betrayed my orgasm. Joe was manhandling me really good. And he didn’t stop he just kept going. It was amazing.

Naturally Joe grew eager and wanted his whole rod covered. I was really afraid something would happen because of his size. But at this point the fear turned me on. My sanity was long gone by now. It was sick. I wanted to play with that feeling. So I crawled out from underneath him turned around, pulled him in and kissed him. My hands exploring his big back and his soft hair. I don’t usually kiss a guy like Joe but this just felt right. I guess I was swayed by my emotions. He was so heavy on top of me I felt burried under him ?. Lay on your back I try to whisper in his ear.
He was suprised. Partly , as he told me afterwards, because I kinda shouted at him because I was breathing so heavily from excitement. So my shout is his command and he lays on his back. His fat cock resting on his tummy. I playfully grab it with both my hands and start jerking it lightly. My grip tightens and my wanking gets faster, as fast as I could his breathing gets heavier and I stop before he spills the load “what the…?”
“I want you to cum deep inside of me.” I said with a serious face while death grabbing his cock squeezing it hard.

I reach for the lube again and lube him up good. I kiss him again and mount his tip cow girl style. “You are my Italian stallion now”

He was irish.

My hands rest on his strong chest and I try to lower myself down. Did I mention he was BIG? I couldn’t do it kneeling so I put my legs up as if I were… well you know.
I slowly slide him in and out enjoying the spread.
With hims inside I kneel again and kiss his neck and his chest. ‘What am I doing?’ I asked myself.
And then I wiggled my ass sideways to slowly push him deeper. I reached for his hands to hold them, closed my eyes and slowly pushed deeper. More and more I began to moan, breathing heavily. The sensation was so intense. Feeling his pulse deeper and deeper in me felt incredibly good. All I cared for right now was to have Joe deep inside of me. I kept wiggeling my way down and After quite a while I felt his body under me.
I did it! Again: I’ve never been so full in my life. He so deep inside of me. I swear I could feel his tip all the way up my ass. I slowly tried rocking back and forth. It was just so fucking tight. Still holding Joe’s hands I placed them on my hips and placed mine on his chest resting my weight on him to lift my butt. I slowly started riding him. Really short strokes but it that was enough make me cum again. My legs gave in and I sunk back on him while I was grunting and shivering. I laid back on his chest to rest. It was just too much at this point. Joe stroked my hair. That’s why it took so long to find the right guy.

He grabs me and slowly pulls out. Again:wet “plopp” the emptiness was overwhelming.
I slowly came back to life when he picked me up and laid me over the armrest of the couch with my legs dangling in the air. He spread my cheeks, spit on my hole and put his tip in. One hand grabbed my hip the other was placed on my upper back to push me down. He used his weight to bury his dick slowly. What took me like 10 minutes before he now did in 1. My eyes stood open in shock. I gasped for air. Good thing he was pushing me down.
“God you’re so tight”

And he pulled out again while I audibly moaned. He pushed back in and all I could say was a long timid “fuuuuuuuuuck”. I felt like I was about to burst. And I felt very small under him. He was subject me good. I liked his gentle domination a lot. He slowly picked up the pace. He was trying to be nice but I could sense that he was growing antsy. He was done restraining himself. I gently tapped his thigh and looked at him over my shoulder. “It’s ok. Just use a lot of lube again”. He hastily pulled out and left me shaking. He then made me reeaal slippery and sunk his 7.5 inches back where they belong. “It’s ok” I said again, closing my eyes. I grabbed the couch with my stretched out arms bracing for the sweet thumping. He pulled out halfway and forced himself back in. I bit my lip. He found his rhythm he was gently pounding me. Every thrust being acknowledged by my load squeals. Just lying there getting softly pounded was exhausting. It was just too much.

“Baby don’t hold back.” I reassured him. “You sure?” “Mmmh” I confirmed. I wanted this.
So he picked up the pace still only using half of what was given to him but faster than before. I started to push my butt into his thrusts my squeals turned into hasty moaning. I came again. My entire body flushing red. He slowed down “keep fucking me, please keep fucking me” I begged him out of breath. And he finally pushed his dick further in. Not all the way though. “Please baby I need you” I tried to motivate him
He grabbed the back of my neck with his paw.
“Baby I need you to fuck me” I tried pushing him further while playing with fire. He pulled me closer so that my legs reached the floor, pulled out and slowly pushed in all the way. I smiled from ear to ear. It felt like I was bursting. He rocked back and forth a few times and slowly pounded me deep. I couldn’t even at this point and he pushed me over the edge again. My legs were shaking and he had to pick me up to put me on the arm rest again. “Use me” I said exhausted. His paws grabbed my hips and he started to pound the full length. I no longer moaned. My moans turned started to turn into screams. And that really turned him on. He went faster. I grunted in disbelief. This was overwhelming. When he slipped out, I was in shock, hastily grasping his dick to put it back in. He pushed it back in and I moaned exhausted. He picked up the pace with fast deep thrusts. At this point I was screaming eith joy. The neighbours banged on the wall. I didn’t care. I could feel that Joe was about to come. I arched my back a little more for him. “Blow your load baby” he grunted and grabbed my hips closer to pull me in. “Yes use me” i was obviously crazy at this point. He used his hands to fuck himself with me. It’s the only way I can describe it. He was about to come so I screamed “oh Baby” and he started to pump his seed into me. 3 or 4 loads. I felt his twitching cock , the expanding of his urethra when his spunk pumped thru and his hardness. He loudly exhaled slapped my ass with his paw (I can still feel it ?) and bluntly pulled out. Again: wet “plopp”. I just laid there trying to catch my breath trying to cope with the emptiness. He went to the kitchen to grab a bottle of water. I couldn’t move and just looked at him naked and covered in sweat. He brushed my cheek and sat down next to me. My asshole was seriously gaping. I crawled of the couch to sit. That was a bad idea. Firstly the cum ran out. Secondly, it hurt. Standing also didn’t work cause my legs were still wobbly. So I laid back on the couch. I slipped out of the heels and asked Joe to help me to my bed and then directed him to the shower.

When he came back I was cuddled into my blanket. I offered him to stay and he accepted. So i invited him under the blanket and layed my head on his moist chest. While his hand cupped my ass. We tried it again in the morning but my butt still hurt. Instead I gave him head for waking up. He then made breakfast and I sucked him off again while he was eating in front of the TV.
We also talked about last night and although we both enjoyed we agreed that there wouldn’t be a second time. Joe lived out his kink and discovered that he prefers real women. That hurt me, but he assured me that I was really good and that I was “the real deal” (whatever that meant). As for me, my butt still hurt and my neighbours would definitly be gossiping about me. So I decided to keep the memories and enjoy them but nothing more.
Also driving to the supermarket when you can’t sit isn’t fun…

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