[M]y first time with a guy

True story. I’m 45 now, and this happened when I was 19 or 20, so about 25 years ago.

Now, I’ve never considered myself gay or bi, always been attracted to women, but i guess now i can say the aspect of sexual activity with men does turn me on.

So, I live in a smaller suburb about 45 minutes west of Cleveland, Ohio. I’ve never told anyone about this. I was hanging out at a bar, I knew the owner, and all the bartenders, they never worried about me being under age drinking, as I lived right behind the bar, never had to worry about driving drunk. I was there one Saturday afternoon, as my usual watching an Indians game, throwing darts. With a group of people I’ve thrown with on multiple occasions. The guy, i can’t, for the life of me remember his name, but I’d had beers with him, and thrown with him before. Nothing out of the ordinary.

So, I’m running low on cash, and getting quite buzzed, and i decide its time for me to go. The dude, suggests I come to his place, finish watching the game, his fridge is stocked. Thinking nothing of it, it wasn’t the first time I had left the bar with people I had been hanging out with, and I had hung out with this guy and a few others before. At the time, I would say he was mid 40’s, thought he was a cool dude, so I said ok.

We go back to his place, couple more beers, finish the game, bullshit for a while, all normal. I’m really buzzed, and he says he is too, and doesn’t feel comfortable driving me home, and suggests I stay and sleep in his spare room, and I agree.

So, when he shows me to the room, that’s when the unexpected starts. I’m pretty buzzed, not smashed drunk, but really nice buzz. But as we’re standing next to the bed, he grabs my shirt and pulls it up over my head, and as i’m staring at him in disbelief, he just grabs the back of my head with one hand and starts kissing me, and with the other starts tweaking one of my nipples. In my head, I’m thinking wtf, but I don’t fight him. Then, I guess since I didn’t fight him, he decided the rest was ok, because he undid my jeans, and pulled my jeans and underwear to the floor, and pushed me onto the bed. While I’m laying there staring at him he gets completely undressed. He climbs on top of me, a just starts rubbing his whole body on me. Again, still, I never push him away, I never tried to fight him off. And at 19-20 years old, I’d never in my life thought of being with a man, but this was making me so hard. The he starts kissing and licking and exploring my whole body, starting with my ear, then my neck, and my chest and nipples. Never, before or since has anyone, man or woman, gave my body so much attention. After kissing and licking my chest and stomach for a while, he stopped for a minute, reached into the nightstand and grabbed a small bottle of something, what I now know some call “poppers”, and took a big sniff, then offered it to me, and told me it would lower my inhibitions. So he had me take two big wiffs of the stuff, one each nostril, and let me tell you, it felt like everything closed in on me, my hole body tingled, I had kind of a tunnel vision, hearing muffed, I was dazed to say the least, but felt good. He would start kissing my body again, going lower, every time he touched me it sent shivers, ripples, avoiding my groin, but kissing all around it, kissing a few times, then having me sniff the bottle again. I dont remember him doing it, but I think after a few times sniffing the bottle, he tied my hands to the headboard. I still never fought. My head was swimming. Finally I am so hard, and other than him rubbing his body on me, he had not once touched it, and he starts kissing down my body, reaches my cock, takes it in his mouth and I immediately explode! He drank every drop, and keeps going. He never stopped except to tongue and mouth my balls. I explode again, and he keeps going. Now he’s pushing my legs back, and shoving his tongue into my hole, and that was enough to get me hard again. At this point, my ass was wet from his mouth, he positioned himself, grabbed the bottle had me take a couple big sniffs, and got ready to push. As I felt him about to enter me, even in my dazed condition, I was able to ask him no. And he stopped, but instead started rubbing his cock on my cock and balls, basically dry humping me, until he came. Shot his load all over my belly and chest.

He laid on top of me for a few minutes, then he went back to sucking me, this time he started fingering my ass. This all went on for hours, and I honestly can’t tell you how many times I came. Eventually we fell asleep. I do remember waking up, I was no longer tied to the bed. He was still asleep, I got out of the bed grabbed my clothes, went to his bathroom got dressed and snuck out. I did the walk of shame. I walked all the way home.

I only saw him a few more times at the bar after that, I always stayed away from him, and he never tried to approach me. I’ve never told a soul about that night. I think about that night all the time, and yes, it does get me hard. I’ve never experienced pleasure like that night, with anyone, man or woman. I can count on one hand the number of times I’ve been with a man since.

I know, long read. And maybe too much detail, sounds like something from a Penthouse forum. But it’s 100% true. Sometimes I wish I had let him enter me.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/b7didz/my_first_time_with_a_guy