(F) Large Age Differences are Hot (M)

Lately I’ve had a previous lover on my mind. I’ve seen a few people who look similar to him and it’s brought up memories. This all started 3 years ago. Sorry if this is poorly written.

It was a few months after my I turned 18, end of the summer, about to start my senior year of high school. I was dumped by my first bf, so I didn’t know how to handle my emotions or what to do with myself. My bright idea was to put an ad on Craigslist to get my mind off of things. A simple ad with no pictures stating I was 18 and looking for experience.

I don’t know that I was even planning on do anything, just looking for attention. This dangerous behavior turned out to be pretty exciting. Most of the guys who contacted me were gross or creepy. One guy who contacted me however was attractive and from what I could tell seemed like someone I could trust enough to have sex with. He said he was 28, he was tall and I had a weakness for blondes. I’ll refer to him as X.

We met in broad daylight at a store to make sure he was who said he was. I was nervous as hell but I didn’t get a bad vibe so I went back to his home with him. He looked like his pictures, I was turned on by the age difference.

Note that I was as close to being a virgin as you can be without technically being one. A few months earlier I had had my hymen broken by my ex bf but we didn’t get past that because my parents had gotten home early. Then we broke up shortly after that. All I had done before this was fingering, kissing, blowjobs. I was raised in a religious upbringing and had only been rebelling against it for about a year. Now that I wanted to have sex, I was really wound up about it.

We had sex, it was hot beyond belief at the time. I’m 5’5″, 125 and he was 6’2″ 220. I liked how much bigger he was than me, it made me feel petite. We didn’t use condoms because he was fixed and I let him cum in me often. Pretty stupid of me to just believe him and go with that. Luckily nothing bad happened from that decision, I was way too trusting. We continued to have sex on and off for about 2 years, a fuck buddy type situation. I learned that he had lied about his age, he was really 30. He worked on the same military base as my dad. He had two kids (from an ex wife) and my younger sibling went to the same school as his kids.

It was exciting to see him when I picked up my younger sibling from school, I would wear very short shorts just to be a tease. I saw him at school events and sometimes around town. If I knew we were both going to be somewhere I made sure to wear something short. Our secret made me horny in public.

I had a lot of my firsts with him: orgasm, all the positions, sex in semi public places, alcohol, using toys, anal, DP (didn’t like the last two). I confided in him a lot of my problems and he gave me advice on them. We would talk and get to know each other, before or after sex, cuddle sometimes.

After 3 months I found out he had a gf on many years he was cheating on. I directly asked him if he had an SO before we had sex because I didn’t want to be the other woman. She had been on vacation for those first 3 months so I had no idea until he dropped that she would be returning. By that time I liked him and having sex with him so I decided to continue.

He said he didn’t like his gf and that he had told her to move out on several occasions but she wouldn’t. I didn’t trust him too much on this matter, he was a grown man and it was his house. He could make her leave if he really wanted to. It was obvious they slept in different rooms, but I still didn’t feel right about it. He would tell me that he wanted me to be his gf, I didn’t put much stock in that. At the back of my mind I hoped that we could eventually be together. That day never came of course.

We had to sneak around and have sex in a an unfinished, secluded subdivision at night. He would fuck me from behind over the hood of a car, sometimes cars would drive by and we would have to pause. Always go my heart racing being under the stars, fucking in public. We would have sex on the couch when she was gone or on his bed when his kids were home. We even had sex in the garage while she was asleep upstairs one time, that really had my heart racing. I would leave at all times of the night just to get my fix, I would have to wait until my parents were asleep to sneak out. I wish we could have had a three way with one of his guy friends.
Eventually I got bored of him and wanted a real relationship but every now and then I can’t help but think about the sexy times we had.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/4676al/f_large_age_differences_are_hot_m